24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 314
Weev in for 24 more at 11:06am on sofa avoiding clearing out a summer house. It will need painting eventually but the plan is to make it into a calm tidy work space or a campaign office: Weav for Work or Would You Employ This Woman lol.
Hello to Neo, Jack, Feenix, CK, Red, ahhhh can't remember!!! tom, Bobbi and everybody else whos posts I just read.
Big congrats to our milestoners today. I make that 27 years and 7 months of sobriety. Think of all those 24 hours of goodness done out there in the world. I love that idea. And I love you lot too, the lot of you rascals
Hello to Neo, Jack, Feenix, CK, Red, ahhhh can't remember!!! tom, Bobbi and everybody else whos posts I just read.
Big congrats to our milestoners today. I make that 27 years and 7 months of sobriety. Think of all those 24 hours of goodness done out there in the world. I love that idea. And I love you lot too, the lot of you rascals
Cool!!!!!
We love you, too!!!
An ashamed and depressed me checking in for 24 more. Reached almost 3 months,life in a happy place to clock in a nearly two week bender. I keep saying never again, never again & I do it. Massively anxious. The huge amount I drink seems to get worse. My consequences feel unbearable. Anyway 1 more please God x
Please stay close.
Lasting Sobriety and Recovery CAN be yours. Shore up the holes in your plan and move forward with determination and resolve.
Hi again all. I just need to get this out because I'm starting to feel like I'm going a little crazy. I'm feeling like I'm in a kind of trap right now. I'm slowly sinking downward which is a little scary but I can't reach for a bottle to make it go away. I don't want to reach for a bottle. But somehow this dark place feels like a big dose of karma and no matter how long I'm sober I'll never really be free of it. The answer does probably lie somewhere in a more concerted effort at lifestyle change but ugh I just can't face it. Does the addiction play the long game and wait patiently until our self esteem is rock bottom and we really do think "eff it"? Is that my destiny? One bad decision and back to the pit of addiction? Please no. Surely the mixed up warped thinking gets better......doesn't it?
Ooh I am a self absorbed miserable sod right now. It's Tuesday and normally my girls go to their dad's and they're not tonight. Tonight that bothers me. I just want to be alone. My head hurts. I'm utterly exhausted. And wanting my girls to be elsewhere is awful. Thats not me at all.
The anxiety and the fear are back with avengance. And like the immature little woman-child I am I'm feeling resentment that it's "just not fair".......
Ugh sorry I can't be more positive. Maybe reading this back later will give me a little kick up the backside to do something......
Ooh I am a self absorbed miserable sod right now. It's Tuesday and normally my girls go to their dad's and they're not tonight. Tonight that bothers me. I just want to be alone. My head hurts. I'm utterly exhausted. And wanting my girls to be elsewhere is awful. Thats not me at all.
The anxiety and the fear are back with avengance. And like the immature little woman-child I am I'm feeling resentment that it's "just not fair".......
Ugh sorry I can't be more positive. Maybe reading this back later will give me a little kick up the backside to do something......
Good Morning Friends! 6:50am and checking in for 24 more hours.
I get to attend an Epilepsy benefit tonight, my buddy and his fiance split up, so he has an extra ticket. For those who know who Brett Hundley is (current starting QB for the Green Bay Packers ), he is going to be there and supporting the benefit. Apparently everyone gets a signed photo. I'm pretty stoked about that.
I finally had the falling out with my boss that has needed to happen for months, yesterday. A lot of animosity was let out and I thought I was going to be sent home, but she acted like an actual human being and not a robot. By the end of the conversation we were both calm and addressed a lot of my insecurities (basically I thought I was going to be fired any day). She basically said I'm crazy and doing a great job and I'm nowhere near that point. She sees me as a leader and a unique personality for our office (I'm always the fun and jovial one in an office of a lot of negativity).
Today is the first day in a looooong time I don't hate coming to work.
Congrats to all of our milestoners, thoughts with those struggling, and a wonderful Tuesday to all!
I get to attend an Epilepsy benefit tonight, my buddy and his fiance split up, so he has an extra ticket. For those who know who Brett Hundley is (current starting QB for the Green Bay Packers ), he is going to be there and supporting the benefit. Apparently everyone gets a signed photo. I'm pretty stoked about that.
I finally had the falling out with my boss that has needed to happen for months, yesterday. A lot of animosity was let out and I thought I was going to be sent home, but she acted like an actual human being and not a robot. By the end of the conversation we were both calm and addressed a lot of my insecurities (basically I thought I was going to be fired any day). She basically said I'm crazy and doing a great job and I'm nowhere near that point. She sees me as a leader and a unique personality for our office (I'm always the fun and jovial one in an office of a lot of negativity).
Today is the first day in a looooong time I don't hate coming to work.
Congrats to all of our milestoners, thoughts with those struggling, and a wonderful Tuesday to all!
Hope things go more smoothly in the future.
Have a wonderful time, tonight
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