Elke516

Dont' give in Sim, you know this will pass. Can you get out and go for a walk or something to distract yourself. You know you don't want to drink....

Simplicity4114

Oh Elke, got no idea. Just shaky, anxious. Trying to decide if it's medical or not. Heart is palpating on and off.

Simplicity4114

No, I don't want to drink. Hoping the hubs gets here soon. I need the accountability

Elke516

Oh Sim, that sounds hopeless I'm sorry to say.... sounds like she needs to make the mistake... to wake up or else lock her up or better him ha ha mind you he might be able to free himself, sword swallower ???? dear me I can't wait for Arp to read this LOL...

How are you coping girl???

Elke516

Can you phone your hubs, or someone else, if you're not well... get someone on the phone if you can.

Simplicity4114

Yeah, I think the more people express concern, the more it drives her to him.
I'm trying to ride it out. I'm calming down, I think. Maybe it was a panic attack? My mom called a bit ago....seems she has heard from my son......it was upsetting. So that my have kicked my AV into high gear. I hate myself for putting myself in this position again. Will I ever learn?

Simplicity4114

Just talked to the hubs, he's on his way home. Thank God

Simplicity4114

And today is also the anniversary of my son's accident.....that's not helping. The 8th is the anniversary of his death. Ugh.

joandmelandhan

Hey Sim. Fantastic job coming here! It can feel really impossible for a while bit it DOES pass and you'll feel so good tomorrow knowing you got through it. I bloody hate the insidious power this poison has over good people. It's just rotten!
Thank God hubbie is on his way at least you'll feel safe then. (((Sim)))

Elke516

Oh good... you're doing well Sim, yes ride it out... I'm sorry you're so upset Sim... people do stupid things and it's tough not to be able to do something about it. How long have you known your friend?

Elke516

(((oh Sim))) I'm so sorry ....

joandmelandhan

The longer this work thing goes on the more worried I'm getting. I'm putting it out of my mind most of the time (had a lovely yoga class tonight which helped) but checking the bank today made me feel sick. The boss texted me just now asking if he could call. It's 9.30 pm and I just can't face it. Bam nice evening gone...... It's not losing the job I'm worried about it's of the company goes bang. Mud slinging will start and I really don't want to get involved in that. Ugh I'll text him back and suggest a call in the morning.
Don't need this. Sorry for the moan I know it's only work etc etc.....
Love and hugs guys

Simplicity4114

I've known her for years. Think Thelma and Louise Frustrating, hurtful. She was my go to for every little thing that was going on in my life. She knows me inside and out......but we've been really disconnected for months now. Since the magician appeared in her life....so in some ways it's nothing new.

joandmelandhan

Oh Sim I am so sorry. I wish I could give you a proper hug ❤❤❤

Simplicity4114

Jo-That's gotta be stressful!

Simplicity4114

Thanks ladies....

Simplicity4114

Think I'm going to go draw a nice warm bath as the weather here is matching my mood..........rainy, cold, and damp! Thanks for lending an ear With any luck the hubs will be here when I get out!

joandmelandhan

Im not coping well I must admit but Im tryimg my best. Thats all I can do. Anyhoo.......lets put this into perspective. You've given me a much needed reality check tonight Sim. Not your intention of course but sometimes we need a reminder of what's really important....... take care darling xxx

joandmelandhan

A warm bath! Lovely idea! Enjoy!

Elke516

Could call Jo, a call like that with a client late at night doesn't sound pleasant. Good luck for the morning! You will be cool Jo again, I'm sure of it XXX

Enjoy your bath Sim... you kept it together, well done XXX