Class of November Part 9
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OK...if i get caught it's your fault pix....
i like the gossiping one....only an hour till i'm home...lets gossip while everyone else is out
maybe we can get CG to join us
Jeeez wonk would like that one pixy (grin)
hey ho hey ho...25 more minites
i like the gossiping one....only an hour till i'm home...lets gossip while everyone else is out
maybe we can get CG to join us
Jeeez wonk would like that one pixy (grin)
hey ho hey ho...25 more minites
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i'm feeling pretty lonely today....
i'll do my meeting and stuff...cause isolation is the first step toward a drink...well actually probably not the first but one of the steps anyway.
course i'm becoming quite the expert at isolating in my head while still appearing to be a part of.....
I'll work on that today as well
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Join Date: Mar 2008
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I got to work an hour and a half late!!! and the day still felt long!
Just home, off to do the pony then buy something for dinner then chill! after I have cooked it of course.
Going to re do my nails aswell as try out some new natural facial products that arrived today
Just home, off to do the pony then buy something for dinner then chill! after I have cooked it of course.
Going to re do my nails aswell as try out some new natural facial products that arrived today
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hummmmm..... I think i see a pattern...cycle in my emotional life...I seem to periodically have to expload in over-the-top out of reality emotions..then i settle down and am fine.
I've learned that I don't have to drink to get through that explosion, i can remember in my 20s thinking the only way to pop the top off that preasure cooker and release the emotions was to drink....I clearly understand that isn't necessary anymore. So...I guess this is a good thing....
But i wish I didn't have to have emotions build up like that and explode in such a hap-hazzard way...it really is destructive to my sanity (grin)
oh well future paths to explore in sobriety!
I've learned that I don't have to drink to get through that explosion, i can remember in my 20s thinking the only way to pop the top off that preasure cooker and release the emotions was to drink....I clearly understand that isn't necessary anymore. So...I guess this is a good thing....
But i wish I didn't have to have emotions build up like that and explode in such a hap-hazzard way...it really is destructive to my sanity (grin)
oh well future paths to explore in sobriety!
you're still asleep???
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ok..i am having a wonderful day today a few downs, but so many more nice up moments...
i feel some of the negativitie blowing away .....such a release
i think alchohol keeps us stuck in an emotion longer than we are suppose to be and being sober after a time we float through them much easier...but our minds are so use to hanging on to things that we take some time and energy and practice to learn to float o through
I was better at it year one then year two....but then i am not as concientious about alot of things in year 2...what they call "resting on your laurels" in aa....but applies if you aren't program too i think
a few downs, but so many more nice up moments...i feel some of the negativitie blowing away .....such a release
i think alchohol keeps us stuck in an emotion longer than we are suppose to be and being sober after a time we float through them much easier...but our minds are so use to hanging on to things that we take some time and energy and practice to learn to float o through
I was better at it year one then year two....but then i am not as concientious about alot of things in year 2...what they call "resting on your laurels" in aa....but applies if you aren't program too i think
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lol
What am I in year one?
Dee, just a quick question, do you attend AA?
What am I in year one?
Dee, just a quick question, do you attend AA?
I knew I'd never buckle down to a sponsor - thats my character defect
- I do like some of the ideas tho - I think we have to look at more than our drinking for example, and examine what's behind it in order to stay sober D - nut ball
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lol
Nands I may go one day
Well my partner left this morning
Kids are a little upset but then I suppose thats to be expected. As much as I am gutted I know it's the right thing to do and it's for the best. And do you know what? I'm not going to drink over it! well not today
Nands I may go one day
Well my partner left this morning
Kids are a little upset but then I suppose thats to be expected. As much as I am gutted I know it's the right thing to do and it's for the best. And do you know what? I'm not going to drink over it! well not today
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