Just blown 3 years sober.
Thanks Anna - I'm just gonna tell myself what I tell everyone else - you have 3 years to fall back on and I promise I will x Thanks for caring love x
I know there are no excuses, but my 43 year old cousin went to bed last night and didn't wake up this morning - heart attack in the night x
I know there are no excuses, but my 43 year old cousin went to bed last night and didn't wake up this morning - heart attack in the night x
Zanna - I did the same thing after 3 yrs. sober. Did it without even thinking twice. It was before I joined SR, & I have no idea what I was thinking. For me though - it served a purpose. I tanked so badly & did so much damage that I was finally convinced I could never touch a drop again. The horrific fallout from my months back 'out there' - plus joining SR - has kept me sober for nearly 12 yrs. now. You learned something - and I'm so glad you wanted to talk about it.
I'm sorry to hear of your cousin's untimely passing.
I'm sorry to hear of your cousin's untimely passing.
Zanna - I did the same thing after 3 yrs. sober. Did it without even thinking twice. It was before I joined SR, & I have no idea what I was thinking. For me though - it served a purpose. I tanked so badly & did so much damage that I was finally convinced I could never touch a drop again. The horrific fallout from my months back 'out there' - plus joining SR - has kept me sober for nearly 12 yrs. now. You learned something - and I'm so glad you wanted to talk about it.
I'm sorry to hear of your cousin's untimely passing.
I'm sorry to hear of your cousin's untimely passing.
I promise 100% it wont x I love my fitness routine these days, plus as a Type 1 diabetic - it's too scary to drink x
I'm just thankful my fiance won't know - he's Amercian so as long as I talk normally on the phone later - he won't know - he doesn't drink - never had a problenm with it, he jut doesn't like it - he's a fitness trainer x
Regarding your Fiance - what if he did know - would it matter? Perhaps use that thought as a motivator to re-double your efforts and your plan to stay sober. Do everything in your power to make sure it doesn't happen again, right ?
Yeah - Mark is totally my soulmate - not sure how it's all going to work out and apologies to anyone reading, but the last place on the planet i even wanna visit under the current Pres - but hey - he's not my problem and yes, Mark would be with me its just not something we've had to discuss, as it was so far in my past . I'm not saying I've gone hoo-hah and got slaughtered - just had a few voddies. BUT - not something I should have done and had enough that i wanted to own up on here to it xxxx
Sorry to hear that Zanna but it's great you are back here so soon. I had 3.5 years and picked up again. on and off and on and off. 3.5 years later and I'm still on and off I hope you can make this a one off and start your sobriety again.
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