Originally Posted by
Zanna 
I'm just thankful my fiance won't know - he's Amercian so as long as I talk normally on the phone later - he won't know - he doesn't drink - never had a problenm with it, he jut doesn't like it - he's a fitness trainer x
Very sorry to hear about your cousin, Zanna. Peace be with you and his family. I'm also sorry to hear that you drank over it - you of course know that it solves nothing to do so.
Regarding your Fiance - what if he did know - would it matter? Perhaps use that thought as a motivator to re-double your efforts and your plan to stay sober. Do everything in your power to make sure it doesn't happen again, right ?