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Also, just had the full physical, blood work, whatnot initiated yesterday. I and my doctors will have results in a few days. Then we can hopefully make a plan for me that is informed both medically and psychologically.
Where is Robby?
Next week, I hope
Where is Robby?
Next week, I hope
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I admit that I've had quite a few really ugly and persistent urges to drink, or even more, to drink and drug all together... I've been trying to defeat them with my good old mental and physical methods. Also went to a few meetings. Husband came with me as well. I must admit that I do have sometimes intense desires to just break/blow all of it. But so far I am hanging on in.
I wonder if I should try something I had not tried before (e.g. work the 12 steps)? Or perhaps better to continue to relax and not introduce new things? Suggestions?
I wonder if I should try something I had not tried before (e.g. work the 12 steps)? Or perhaps better to continue to relax and not introduce new things? Suggestions?
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well this is crap news alleyce. if anything good can come out of this your advice to me was very beneficial for what its worth.
hang in there. I think these things happen for a reason even tho it still Stinks and we might not ever know why.
shaking my head here crap news.
hang in there. I think these things happen for a reason even tho it still Stinks and we might not ever know why.
shaking my head here crap news.
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shaking my head here crap news.
I do keep in mind what ..... if we wanted to separate due to this, but so far we don't.
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No sense I. Separating this sort of stuff can draw you closer and help you appreciate having each other all the more if anything it can make the bonds stronger all the things you guys have been through together. My wife and I have been through a lot good and bad and all its done is bring us closer.
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Dee, you are right. I apologize, zjw! I think I'm just still upset about my experience and as a consequence, read into things "messages" that are not out there, only in my mind. I am sorry about that.
Yet another good reason to keep it low key for a while, no matter how much I don't want to stop (thinking and doing things).
Yet another good reason to keep it low key for a while, no matter how much I don't want to stop (thinking and doing things).
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^^representative of hypomania, once again. I know. Working on it with my doctor, OB/GYN, psychiatrist, therapist, husband... Also trying to find new dimensions in my addiction recovery. Btw, I must admit I had a relapse with alcohol recently. I did drink again. So, 2 year greatness... down on only I know where.
But I'm back
But I'm back
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