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I had to force myself to eat breakfast even if it was something small and mild a single banana or a single piece of toast or even just a glass of juice just getting those few carb calories in me to get me kick started helped. Now its routine for me to eat a large breakfast.
I hope you feel better.
I hope you feel better.
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Heres the 24h thread my friend http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...part-50-a.html
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hi bh, I went back and read through some of your threads. It appears you've been battling awhile. At some point, I think you have to either make up your mind and stay firm, or throw your rear end into treatment if you truly want to get better. But I understand, it very difficult to stay away from the booze.
If you are feeling like crap, a doctor visit wouldn't hurt. But if it is only day 3, you may need a couple more?
If you are feeling like crap, a doctor visit wouldn't hurt. But if it is only day 3, you may need a couple more?
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for what its worth many times in the begining i was just pushing through knocking down days. I was in a fog not really knowing why i was bothering staying sober cuase well it sucked but so did drinking. I just kept pushing forward hoping that this "better sober life" was really for real and that i'd one day find it. I figured if i didnt i'd just blow my brains out. No big loss either way I figured. I was damned if i do damned if i didnt. I basicly felt utterly screwed.
But in time it got a teeny teeny tiny bit better. I'd look back after a month sober and thought well this still sucks but i guess it is a teeny bit better. and I pushed on for another day then another month etc.. Now I can say life is a lot better being sober. But it was slow go in the begining for me I wont lie.
Hang in there. It does get better.
But in time it got a teeny teeny tiny bit better. I'd look back after a month sober and thought well this still sucks but i guess it is a teeny bit better. and I pushed on for another day then another month etc.. Now I can say life is a lot better being sober. But it was slow go in the begining for me I wont lie.
Hang in there. It does get better.
You've spoken to some female SR folks in your threads - chat's no different, BH
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for what its worth many times in the begining i was just pushing through knocking down days. I was in a fog not really knowing why i was bothering staying sober cuase well it sucked but so did drinking. I just kept pushing forward hoping that this "better sober life" was really for real and that i'd one day find it. I figured if i didnt i'd just blow my brains out. No big loss either way I figured. I was damned if i do damned if i didnt. I basicly felt utterly screwed.
But in time it got a teeny teeny tiny bit better. I'd look back after a month sober and thought well this still sucks but i guess it is a teeny bit better. and I pushed on for another day then another month etc.. Now I can say life is a lot better being sober. But it was slow go in the begining for me I wont lie.
Hang in there. It does get better.
But in time it got a teeny teeny tiny bit better. I'd look back after a month sober and thought well this still sucks but i guess it is a teeny bit better. and I pushed on for another day then another month etc.. Now I can say life is a lot better being sober. But it was slow go in the begining for me I wont lie.
Hang in there. It does get better.
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