jazz66

Ive just forgot wat i was going to say
and carnt remember way i said it.

jazz66

It/s just uter confushion

jazz66

I carent think of enething wores to go though .a normel person or so i thought.
dowting every acktion or reacktion to there peoples acktions

jazz66

call it want you want but it ant normal thats .P.A.W.S

jazz66

I
m talking to my self now because theres no one ellse to talke to
but keep it real {if you can}

jazz66

absalut and uter confushion with your self

jazz66

typing the wrong keys all the time and having to ree do it

jazz66

looking at your owen speeling and nowing its wrong and dont no how to put it wright
thats P.W.A.S

jazz66

and geting angery for no reason i think thats another one

jazz66

And the hardest one is the bloody riged thinking i cARNT STOP THINKING ABOUT >P.A.W.S

jazz66

Conffushion over im back .. ....{may BEE }

jazz66

or is it just a glips of realaty

jazz66

if it is i dont like what i see

jazz66

To normal for me

jazz66

one day may me

ElegantlyWasted

I was skeptical concerning PAWS early on. Now at eleven Months I it was real. Mostly general confusion, some shakes on. It seems to effect those who are hypocondriacally inclined the most. Try eating well, excercise and check ou the meditation podcast (google it and it should pop up) they have a specific meditation for addiction I found useful. Good luck and keep it real! Also; if you want chat, try the chat room, it works alot better than trying it on a regular thread.

jazz66

A lot of people think paws ant real but im living it 11 monthes cleen too,,
ones the enitall withdrawes go .you get back all your energy and think you shude be back to normall . all off a sudern you carnt think at all .then when you think you have got it all coverd .
you carnt think again..
my moments of clarety are getting longer. but im always dowting what im acktualy realy thinking .

jazz66

sorrey to waffell did it go away

jazz66

Most of the time my head is in some sort of a fuzz or even a blank at times
its like its shut down because it carnt cope with whats going on.

jazz66

reach up to the stars