Just NEED TO TALK...OPEN NOW!!!
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hello, my name is rachel and i am an alcoholic, i haven't drank for 15 years but over the last 13 days the struggle not to drink has become almost unbearable. for those of u who don't know, my husband M told me 13 days ago that he is having an affair. i have been married for 10 years and i love him very very much. long story short.....us navy sent him to asia 9 days ago, he'll be back may 28, found out 8 days ago there isn't 1 gf there are 2gfs, gf #1 C is in love with him and wants him to divorce me and marry him, they have been having three-ways......i am furious, so angry i can't see straight, bought a bottle of vodka 9 days ago, poured it down the sink 24hrs later, found 2 bottles of wine way in the back of the fridge yesterday....stared at'em all night last night, put them back in the fridge, took them back out couple of hours ago and dumped them down the sink, "borrowed" a pack of smokes from my dad last night and smoked the whole damned thing, thinking about a second one (pack of smokes I mean), haven't smoked in 15 years.....i feel like i'm loosing my mind........
JUST DO IT!!
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Originally Posted by wingsfree
(((((((LeAnne))))))) Talia .......it's been an honour knowing you girl......you've come a long ways too, and I'm happy I've been able to watch you grow beautifully in your sobriety. Want to thank you for having helped me, you did put a spark under my butt last spring.
Thinking I'm needing another one, not the nose thing, but a spark.
Ok lots of this
and
Yippppeeeeeee Vic
Thinking I'm needing another one, not the nose thing, but a spark.Ok lots of this
and Yippppeeeeeee Vic
don't do country but I still like slow dances, NOW I am an addict and have a motive there
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Join Date: Mar 2005
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I feel much better, I went to a meeting and at the end they asked if I would share. I DID!!!After I shared the girl next to me said that she was really glad that I am back, and she was happy that I shared. That was the first time that I have spoken since I have moved back. OMG I feel energized now. Thank God for NA, AA, and for all you good people here. I really don't HATE myself, actually I am a pretty nice guy. I always say that nice guys finish last, but today this nice guy finished first because I am still clean and alive
Howdy folks!
I'm Paul, alkie, pothead.
Good to be here....
We all need each other.
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(((((((((((Lost)))))))))))))) So sorry you are going through all that. As you know, however, drinking will not make any of it go away or get any better. I'm glad you are here with us now. This is a great place for support. Hang out here for a while.
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Originally Posted by lostnalone95
hello, my name is rachel and i am an alcoholic, i haven't drank for 15 years but over the last 13 days the struggle not to drink has become almost unbearable. for those of u who don't know, my husband M told me 13 days ago that he is having an affair. i have been married for 10 years and i love him very very much. long story short.....us navy sent him to asia 9 days ago, he'll be back may 28, found out 8 days ago there isn't 1 gf there are 2gfs, gf #1 C is in love with him and wants him to divorce me and marry him, they have been having three-ways......i am furious, so angry i can't see straight, bought a bottle of vodka 9 days ago, poured it down the sink 24hrs later, found 2 bottles of wine way in the back of the fridge yesterday....stared at'em all night last night, put them back in the fridge, took them back out couple of hours ago and dumped them down the sink, "borrowed" a pack of smokes from my dad last night and smoked the whole damned thing, thinking about a second one (pack of smokes I mean), haven't smoked in 15 years.....i feel like i'm loosing my mind........
JUST DO IT!!
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Originally Posted by doorknob
Look how we act when a girl is nice us...
Howdy folks!
I'm Paul, alkie, pothead.
Good to be here....
Howdy folks!
I'm Paul, alkie, pothead.
Good to be here....
JUST DO IT!!
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Originally Posted by liveweyerd
Kids! Kids! Settle down now, this is a meeting LOL so, I am also a controlling person/raging codie and a spendaholic. I got in trouble with my last big spender......Slapping forehead!!!!
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Originally Posted by liveweyerd
Kids! Kids! Settle down now, this is a meeting LOL so, I am also a controlling person/raging codie and a spendaholic. I got in trouble with my last big spender......Slapping forehead!!!!
uh oh.Ok promise to settle down and behave. Dum d dum d dum.
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Originally Posted by wingsfree
You mean at live meetings people never uh oh.
Ok promise to settle down and behave. Dum d dum d dum.
uh oh.Ok promise to settle down and behave. Dum d dum d dum.
DO WE HAVE TO SETTLE DOWN? ok I need to get my medication down guys I will cya all tomorrow and remember NEVER GIVE UP>>>NO QUITTING>>>Tomarrow we will party some more...I LOVE YOU ALL
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Originally Posted by lulu70
Yeah! Paul is here. This is one of the best meetings I have been to in a long time. Let's break out the karaoke machine!!
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