Luckyv2

Yesterdays list.

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Hope4life Hope4life/Cheryl Don't know what day I'm on

liveweyerd Day 19
Alera Day 244
Nogard/Kevin Day 385
Phinneas Day 601
LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 839
Little Missy Day 677.....love your stories so much
Hope4life/Cheryl Day 22
True Blue/Janet Day 9....so happy you are here ((((Janet)))))
Trish (((Miracle))) Forever with us.
Denise/Wingsfree...0..not counting anymore :
Laci....my Canadian twin sis.....come say hello.
Ash...I hope your pain soon eases
Kath Day ??
1_day@_a_time Day 1431
Gianna Day 126...ok woman, what's up???? Where are you Jana?
2dayz Day 704
Dan Day 329 (Miss you Dan)
Bonnie Day 1243
JaySee Day 638
Luckyv2/Vic Day 15
Lee/Justme57 Day 958 Hey....why so quiet??
Time2Surrender Day 380
Cathy31 73 days.....keep working it girl.
Miss Communicat/MC Day 187

Luckyv2

liveweyerd Day 20
Alera Day 245
Nogard/Kevin Day 386
Phinneas Day 602
LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 840
Little Missy Day 678.....love your stories so much
Hope4life/Cheryl Day 23 ?
True Blue/Janet Day 10....so happy you are here ((((Janet)))))
Trish (((Miracle))) Forever with us.
Denise/Wingsfree...0..not counting anymore :
Laci....my Canadian twin sis.....come say hello.
Ash...I hope your pain soon eases
Kath Day ??
1_day@_a_time Day 1432
Gianna Day 127...ok woman, what's up???? Where are you Jana?
2dayz Day 705
Dan Day 330 (Miss you Dan)
Bonnie Day 1244
JaySee Day 639
Luckyv2/Vic Day 16
Lee/Justme57 Day 959 Hey....why so quiet??
Time2Surrender Day 381
Cathy31 74 days.....keep working it girl.
Miss Communicat/MC Day 188

OK if you all see any changes that need done, please feel free to do that.

Laurie How are you doing haven't seen you in awhile

Ash Good that you are here, it is such a good thing to check in here that is for sure

2daz Isn't life just wonderful sometimes.

Denise Sending Tons of Good thoughts your way...Don't ever give up my friend as long as we are breathing there is hope

Kevin Looks like you have been really busy, which is good.

Little Missy Glad that things are going good for you also.

OK all DQ's NO QUITTING TODAY!!!!!

Little Missy

Honey, I'm home!! Back from the aquatic class. It was great. Learned lots of new exercises and new techniques.

We're taking the kids to see the movie Cars today. My son is so excited. Full of extra energy!! He told me this morning, "See, I'm cooperating!!" Had to wake my husband up so he could see that!! LOL

Keep rolling on with the bus gang. Life doesn't stop, we gotta keep on keeping on!!

Bonni

((((Missy))))

Your right; we have to keep on keepin on and stay on that bus!
I'm not quitting or giving in or up either. One day at a time, that how it works for me.

Missy I use to take aquatic arobic exercises. It was really fun and it works too.

All my friends (( A-Z )) lets stay on the bus and not quit just for today!

Love you all,

nogard

Not Quitting Today


DQ Gang

Laci

Hey My Canadian Twin...dropping in to say hello. I've been out of SR for quite some time.

I hope everyone is doing well.

Love to you all...one day at a time...

Laci

Bonni

Hey there little sister ((((Laci))))

Its so good to see you! Dont stay away so long! We all love you and miss you around here. I'm so happy to hear your doing ok.

Come back and see us more often!

Love from your Calif. friend, Bonni

lulu70

liveweyerd Day 20.......So, are you off the taper meds yet? How is it going? I'm glad you joined us on the DQ bus. It's a WILD RIDE!!!!

Alera Day 245........Haven't seen you around in a while. Hope all is well!

Nogard/Kevin Day 386.......You're cold now and we are getting blazing hot! It was a typical early summer day today. Hot and humid with wild thunder storms in the late afternoon. Even lost my internet access for a little while. I didn't know what to do!!

Phinneas Day 602.......So glad to hear you are going back to work. I know that must feel good. Sending lots of good luck thoughts and prayers your way.

LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 840.......Be kinda silly to write myself a message, but oh well--Good to see ya, Laura-lu!

Little Missy Day 678.......I love your stories, too. Little ones are so great. I went to visit one of my best friends today. She has a two year old and a two month old, both boys. The two year old threw a temper tantrum when we all went downstairs, and then a little while later, threw another one because we went back up! Good thing he's pretty cute!!!!

Hope4life/Cheryl Day 23......Is that right on the day count, Cheryl? Glad to see you doing well. I know it's hard, but you can get through it!

True Blue/Janet Day 10......Really glad to hear from you and know you are okay. Hope you will come around more often!

Trish (((Miracle))) We miss you, darlin'......

Denise/Wingsfree......You don't have to count days, just make today count. You know we love and support you no matter what. Keep coming back!

Laci.....So good to see you. Sending love right back to ya.

Ash......So sorry to hear about your back. Pain definitely sucks. I've got some weird thing going on with my jaw right now. It keeps popping very painfully any time I open my mouth wide (like to yawn.) It is a royal pain in the mouth.

Kath Day......Where you been? We miss you!

1_day@_a_time Day 1432......What's up with you, Tom. We could use some of your ESH!

Gianna Day 127......Stick your head in here sometime! We miss ya!

2dayz Day 705......I know what you mean about wanting to go to work. I don't necessarily feel that way all the time, but I often get really suprised when I realize I haven't missed a day of work without a legitimate reason for over a year. It is a good feeling.

Dan Day 330......So, is the grass greener?

Bonnie Day 1244......Good to see ya! How is sunny CA these days?

JaySee Day 639......Where have you been? Wish you'd pop in and say hello!

Luckyv2/Vic Day 16......Thanks for asking about me, Vic. That makes me feel good. Glad to hear you are doing well!

Lee/Justme57 Day 959......Don't make us come and hunt you down!

Time2Surrender Day 381......When's the last time you posted here, huh? Did I miss it or are you hangin' out elsewhere these days? Hope you are doing well!

Cathy31 74 days......I'm so glad you decided to come back to us, hon'. We need you here!

Miss Communicat/MC Day 188......Okay--so I know you haven't posted in at least the last 20 posts. Where have you been? Hope all is well with you!

Whew!!!! That was a lot, but now I am all caught up. Happy weekend, everyone. I'm being extremely lazy. Just watched my new favorite movie, "Garden State." I love it, but it always makes me a little bit melacholy. Young love.........

Little Missy

((Laci)) Good to see ya!! Glad you are doing well!!

((Laura)) Is posting to yourself the same as talking to yourself? LOL

((Bonni)) Yep, life doesn't seem to stop because of me. Who would have thought!?!

((Denise)) So true what Laura said about making today count. Hang in there, my friend!!

((Vic)) Glad to see you are doing well. Keep up the good work.

((DQer's)) Love you all!!

I have my niece and nephew today along with my 2 little ones. They got here at 6:30 this morning and will stay until 5. Wish me luck!!

Little Missy

Oh yeah, I have another sonogram tomorrow. Guess we'll see if the cysts have magically reappeared, since they magically disappeared. Pains still there, just not as bad.

Nothing I can do about it. It's out of my control (like most things). Will just wait and see.

Luckyv2

liveweyerd Day 21
Alera Day 246
Nogard/Kevin Day 387
Phinneas Day 603
LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 841
Little Missy Day 679.....love your stories so much
Hope4life/Cheryl Day 24 ?
True Blue/Janet Day 11....so happy you are here ((((Janet)))))
Trish (((Miracle))) Forever with us.
Denise/Wingsfree...0..not counting anymore :
Laci....my Canadian twin sis.....come say hello.
Ash...I hope your pain soon eases
Kath Day ??
1_day@_a_time Day 1433
Gianna Day 128...ok woman, what's up???? Where are you Jana?
2dayz Day 706
Dan Day 331 (Miss you Dan)
Bonnie Day 1245
JaySee Day 640
Luckyv2/Vic Day 17
Lee/Justme57 Day 960 Hey....why so quiet??
Time2Surrender Day 382
Cathy31 75 days.....keep working it girl.
Miss Communicat/MC Day 189

OK NO QUITTING TODAY!

Laci

Good Morning DQ'rs...I hope this is a wonderful day for everyone.

Sending my love back to all of you. Bonni, Little Missy, LuLu...thanks for welcoming me back to my Family here at SR. Sure have missed everyone. Sure have been doing some pretty heavy duty drinking. Sure have realized it is time to get back to the program. Sure am glad I'm back! "Sure" seems to be my word today!

Happy to be sober today. Trust me, it does NOT get better if you go back to drinking/using. The ride gets wilder and more frightening. Don't know how many of those "rides" I have left in me...don't want to find out. Had some of the wierdest things happen to me in the last few months...some humerous, some not so humerous.

No Quitting Today. Back on the bus.

Love,
Laci

2dayzmuse

I'm "sure" glad to see you back Laci.

Not quitting.

JaySee

JaySee Day 631
Hi all - I'm good - working the AA program daily the best I can. Life is getting better, it's true what they say !!
Hope you are all doing well. I'll have a proper catch up soon, off to a meeting in a minute.
Don't quit quitting people. Have a lovely Sunday.

much love
JC

Luckyv2

Well Laci we are sure glad that you are here. Welcome back and glad that you're here.

Love Vic

Laci

I'm "sure" glad to be back muse & Vic Missed all of you so much. I feel comfort being here today and knowing that it is okay to come back to my SR family and not have to put my head between my tail and sulk in shame and guilt.

SURE feels great. I have lived in such a "zombie" state the last few weeks, losing touch with myself and those around me. I sure felt the effects of this disease on this last ride and scared the hell out of me. Began to suffer some real physical effects this time along with the mental and emotional effects. Now that for "sure" scared me!

So I bring my bloated, sick, nervous and anxiety filled self back "home" to the only people that understand me.

Today I am part of the solution and not part of the problem. I've had enuf! I surrender.

Love,
Laci
(Day One)

Luckyv2

liveweyerd Day 21
Alera Day 246
Nogard/Kevin Day 387
Phinneas Day 603
LuLu70/Laura-Lu day 841
Little Missy Day 679.....love your stories so much
Hope4life/Cheryl Day 24 ?
True Blue/Janet Day 11....so happy you are here ((((Janet)))))
Trish (((Miracle))) Forever with us.
Denise/Wingsfree...0..not counting anymore :
Laci....my Canadian twin sis.....come say hello.
Ash...I hope your pain soon eases
Kath Day ??
1_day@_a_time Day 1433
Gianna Day 128...ok woman, what's up???? Where are you Jana?
2dayz Day 706
Dan Day 331 (Miss you Dan)
Bonnie Day 1245
JaySee Day 631
Luckyv2/Vic Day 17
Lee/Justme57 Day 960 Hey....why so quiet??
Time2Surrender Day 382
Cathy31 75 days.....keep working it girl.
Miss Communicat/MC Day 189

Laci

One Day At A Time...if you are out there please email me.

2dayzmuse

It takes what it takes Laci. My last drinking binge scared the h*ll out of me too. I finally got to see how powerful the disease actually is. I'm no match for it so why bother. I will surely lose. I don't ever have to go through that again. I plan to make my last binge, my last binge. Anything else is plain insanity.

Laci

Amen to that muse. This is a powerful disease and I'm no match for it either. It is easier to be sober rather than fight to stay drunk....and what am I fighting the disease for? So I can die? And what a horrible death that would be. Yup...we will only lose. Your words are the truth. What really scared the h*ll out of me this time was I could not determine what was a dream and what was reality. Everything kind of was stirred up in a big mess if you know what I mean. Losing touch with reality really frightened me. I would make plans or committments and then the next day I was not sure if I dreamed these things up or if I had in fact made plans. My family and friends were a bit offset by this lack of reality and not sure what to expect. Seems like everything was unreal.

So it will take some time for my mind/soul/spirit/phyisical to settle down but I have plenty of time now to let that happen. I have attended meetings off and on the last three months and my group never has given up on me either. They saw my struggle and felt my pain but always remained honest and candid with me and for that I am thankful.

So here I sit this nice hot Sunday morning eating a grapefruit and sipping tea. My husband has been very supportive and all he wants is for me to be sober and happy. Me to! I am taking the advice of One Day At A Time and hitting 90 meetings in 90 days. I have been able to make my husband understand somewhat that meetings are not "sporadic" or just for the weekends but that I need to go each day. One hour a day out of 24 hours is a very small price to stay sober.

It does take what it takes muse....thank you for reminding me of that. My last binge is going to be my last binge also. The booze is just not worth the price of my life or the lives of the people that love me.

Off to a meeting. Will check in when I arrive home. Thanks again to all of you for welcoming me back and for continuing to love me through all the bad (and good!) times.

Love,
Laci