Dee74

I'm sorry you drank keeppushing.

You seemed pretty determined - what happened?
what was your rationalisation to drink again?

D

keeppushing

Thanks Dee. I think it was seeking relief from withdrawal / HO. My mistake was not turning to my tried and tested methods of dealing with such a trigger. I didn't catch these thoughts early enough, and found myself deep in an argument with my AV which I lost.

So...I just put in reminders to review my tools at the times that the "relief" ideas usually come up.

Thanks Dee, what a powerful question that led me to actually learning from my failure.

KP