I have never liked being alive.
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I also had some pretty intense delusions while drinking heavily, different kinds. That was one thing that scared the *** out of me and motivated me to get sober permanently. I probably have a predisposition as psychotic illnesses run in my family. Luckily I never experience it sober, but I do get intense anxiety sometimes that can sort of distort how I relate to the world with excessive stress. Whatever is your case, I agree with others that seeking help may be a good idea and dismissing it may not be.
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A few days ago I had a really terrible nightmare and kind of half woke, thought someone was standing over my bed! I came up swinging IRL, or I think I did, but the dream and reality blurred together. I've always had very vivid dreams but not many nightmares, and almost never anything that spooky. TL;DR, I can understand how freaky it can be especially if your sleep is altered by drugs or illness. Glad you're feeling better, Wastinglife.
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