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Old 06-27-2020, 01:34 AM
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I have never liked being alive.

2011, after girlfriend dumped me, fired from job, lost my assets. All gone. I went to rehab at a 5 week inpatient rehab centre. A psychologist finally diagnosed me with ADHD and was given medication.

I abused the medication and would get high on amphetamines, watch online porn. I was also drinking.

I have been a target of gang-stalking for. about 7 years. I had no idea the people I was talking to. But these people are somehow able to harass me.

They have hacked my phone, TV, internet. I regularly see 'street theatre'. I don't why this do this.

I have enough evidence to go to the police and have certain people charged with criminal consiracy.

Not crazy, but guaranteed you will hear this soon!

This man had me drugged at a pub. He then made copies of my keys and returned them into my jacket. He also had me drugged and told me he special operations for the Irish Republican Army

My parents are doctors from Belfast. I am an easy target. Father was very high up in Canadian government as a Coroner.

My sister is a top diplomat for NATO. Brother in law also a top diplomat. Both agree I should get this in writing because people are going to lose their jobs, entire life.

There's a massive conspiracy against me that will be exposed. This involves a terrorist group. New York Times and Toronto Star are informed

Stay tuned my friends! I'm not kidding. Just sick of the harrassment.
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Old 06-27-2020, 01:43 AM
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I don’t doubt what you believe to be true. If you feel/know these things are happening to you then they are real. That said, and the comment that follows is said with compassion, I hear a lot of paranoia in your writing. Have you been evaluated by a doctor recently? It might be a good idea to share this with a doctor in addition to the police and the New York Times. If you want to talk about this and get it out then please continue to do so. Your thoughts, fears and feelings are welcome here. This is a safe space. Take care.
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Old 06-27-2020, 01:53 AM
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Well, I'm worried for you WL.

Your posts are jumping all over the place.
If you're not drinking - and I have no reason to believe you are - then I think at the very least you need some rest man.

Are you still going to the hospital tomorrow to get checked for coronavirus?
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Old 06-27-2020, 01:59 AM
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**** the IRA. They only pick on soft targets. Bomb the women and children. I would easily kick the **** out any of those degenerates. They are just cowards who set people up.

I am really trying to stay sober. Dealing with my own disability. Theses IRA people just want to terrorize. I don't know why. I am really suffering. They had me followed every day. Even sent people who were actors into AA Meetings

I really am struggling with the harrassment. I am a nice person. I am going to either kill myself, and someone else. I am on the verge of suicide.

They move in next to me. Where ever I go. It's been at least 7 years of gang-stalking.

You don't have to believe me, but This is true. I am not mentally ill. Heads will roll because these people are just morons
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Old 06-27-2020, 02:05 AM
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I think you need to get to a hospital right away. I promise you they will help and listen to what you have to say.
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Old 06-27-2020, 02:08 AM
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Its not a question of believing you WL.

So far in the past few hours you've gone from wanting to go to the hospital because you have coronavirus to wanting to beat up some guy who hit you with his bike as he was going past to now being hassled and targeted by the IRA.

That's a lot of ground to cover in a few hours, its the kind of behaviour you were exhibiting last time you disappeared and drank and I'm really worried for you, man.

Just trying to be straight with you.

If you're going to the hospital tomorrow anyway, why not find someone there to talk about all this too?

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Old 06-27-2020, 02:11 AM
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If I die. Please tell my story. No one should go through what I have. The Irish Republican Army train their offspring. My entire life from now on will be different.


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Old 06-27-2020, 02:23 AM
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That Sounds terrifying WL.

One of the best things I've heard on Sober Recovery is that at times its best not to rely on our own strength but to take advice and just DO what other people are telling us. I do that all the time and (touch wood) it's working for me.

I think if Dee and others are worried about about you then maybe this is a time to DO what they advise and not rely on your own strength and thinking? Maybe speak to the hospital...it can't hurt doing that a day early can it?
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Old 06-27-2020, 02:42 AM
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You have a lot of friends here WL. We all care about you.
We want you to be safe and well - if that means going to the hospital now, I really really hope you'll do that.

We wouldn't steer you wrong.

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Old 06-27-2020, 04:00 AM
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Originally Posted by Wastinglife View Post
If I die. Please tell my story. No one should go through what I have. The Irish Republican Army train their offspring. My entire life from now on will be different.


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your story will be told IF that happens. But I really think that a visit to the ER RIGHT NOW will prevent any of us, other than you, from having to tell your story. It is yours to tell. Please do not hurt yourself or anyone else. Stay safe, protect yourself from both real and imagined enemies. Get help now.
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Old 06-27-2020, 04:18 AM
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Wasting Life, I think the safest place for you right now is the hospital. Can you get there?
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Old 06-27-2020, 04:55 AM
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Sending love and prayers to you. Getting some help sounds like the right this to do just now xxx
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Old 06-27-2020, 05:09 AM
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I'd like to echo the other comments. You might not be seeing things right. Make a call.
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Old 06-27-2020, 06:01 AM
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Please don't go anywhere WL. Get yourself healthy and fight back if there is injustice in your world. All you do if you kill yourself is leave the same things to happen to another person who you might be able to help. If as you say, you are the victim of a well-organized conspiracy, I'm sure you are not the only victim of it. Get to a doctor and get yourself well and don your cape and fight back. But you cannot do anything lasting or effective if you hurt yourself or you hurt others. Please take the first step to reclaim your life and get to a doc. Tell them everything. They are mandatory reporters and will help you tame the people in your life.
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Old 06-27-2020, 06:16 AM
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Damn, Wasting. I was wondering what was going on. I was asking yesterday if anyone has heard from you because I haven't seen you post in a while. That's quite a story. I don't know, bro. Sounds like you might need to get checked out?

Keep in touch with us here. We're all pullin' for ya.
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Old 06-27-2020, 07:05 AM
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WL,

I have been on SR for about 5 years and your post is way up there on the....I am not trained to handle what you are typing.

I would get professional help right now.

Thanks.
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Old 06-27-2020, 07:20 AM
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Please don't go anywhere WL. Get yourself healthy and fight back if there is injustice in your world. All you do if you kill yourself is leave the same things to happen to another person who you might be able to help. If as you say, you are the victim of a well-organized conspiracy, I'm sure you are not the only victim of it. Get to a doctor and get yourself well and don your cape and fight back. But you cannot do anything lasting or effective if you hurt yourself or you hurt others. Please take the first step to reclaim your life and get to a doc. Tell them everything. They are mandatory reporters and will help you tame the people in your life.

This is a perfect response. Whether or not I, you or anyone can understand these extreme claims they are very real to our friend WL. To you WL, I believe what you are experiencing is real and true. It will be up to the proper authorities to determine to what extent. But you need advocates and help. Please get to a doctor immediately. We care for you and want to see you well and not only that, but backed up by professionals.
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Old 06-27-2020, 08:39 AM
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WL, I'm worried about you too. I know these things are real to you, and you are suffering greatly. I hope you go to an ER today and get help. You don't need to continue suffering like this. Please take care of yourself.
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Old 06-27-2020, 09:39 AM
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I don’t post much but please get medical help first then sort out the other stuff. I don’t scare easily but I am scared for you.
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Old 06-27-2020, 09:40 AM
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Go to the hospital man, and live to fight another day. You've been incredibly tough so far and always remember that whoever fights back is not dead!

Stay strong my good man
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