Husband wouldn’t let me go to a detox facility
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Originally Posted by Ugnius 
It’s already 6PM in my timezone, so now Thanksgiving for me (english is my third language).
but I see your point, otherwise it’s a neverending cycle.
I need to stop now!
but I see your point, otherwise it’s a neverending cycle.
I need to stop now!
Nothing happening to you is forcing you to drink. The addiction is driving you to drink. Further in you get, more difficult is to dig yourself out. You are digging your own hole. Nobody else is doing that.
Your husband has every right to be angry/detached/whatever. It is a miracle he is sticking around.
You did not tell the truth about sobriety and your are not telling the truth about your benzos' intake either. Normal people don't have Xanax and similar around. They need a prescription and very clear instructions on how to use the medicines.
'Normal' doctors don't prescribe those lightly and are particularly careful when an alcohol addict is reaching out for them.
Please do your best to stop the lies and then seek help.
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Originally Posted by BackandScared
It will not happen until you stop lying.
No one wants to hear it.
None of us want to act on it.
But, ultimately, that's the bottom line to have a prayer in whatever hell you believe in (or don't, but will likely find living like we did) of getting sober, then well.
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Thanks for asking, today was my Day 1. Yesterday husband had a work function in the evening, and I used the “free” time to drink again.
now Day 1 is over, I’m already in bed and hope to get a good nights sleep. Today the anxiety was sky high, but I managed.
hope for a better day tomorrow..
now Day 1 is over, I’m already in bed and hope to get a good nights sleep. Today the anxiety was sky high, but I managed.
hope for a better day tomorrow..
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