Hi, new here!
Member
Thread Starter
Join Date: Jul 2018
Posts: 6
Hi, new here!
8 days sober. Been drinking on/off for 20 years. I am 35. I am starting to get symptoms that are worrying me. Going to a check-up on thursday and I'm terrified. Bloodwork was normal. Even if my life won't BE long, it sure is going to feel long. Time is warped and I feel so tired and sad. Trying to stay positive!
I have two children and everything going for me. I need to forgive everyone, including myself. Thanks for listening, XO
I have two children and everything going for me. I need to forgive everyone, including myself. Thanks for listening, XO
Member
Join Date: Aug 2017
Location: Scotland
Posts: 3,837
Hi Raptorgirl! Lovely to meet you.
I'm 37. Been working of the last year trying to really get a handle on my addiction though I new a decade ago I was in real trouble. I've had two really long stints in counselling and I think that was vital in my figuring out things enough to try and stop drinking. I had so much guilt and shame, I was so angry at everyone and I was so disgusted with who I was that I didn't think it would ever change but it has!
Self-forgiveness is massive. If you feel you need some help working on that go and find a good counselling or maybe a group? I honestly think it's key to moving forward. Best wishes to you xx
I'm 37. Been working of the last year trying to really get a handle on my addiction though I new a decade ago I was in real trouble. I've had two really long stints in counselling and I think that was vital in my figuring out things enough to try and stop drinking. I had so much guilt and shame, I was so angry at everyone and I was so disgusted with who I was that I didn't think it would ever change but it has!
Self-forgiveness is massive. If you feel you need some help working on that go and find a good counselling or maybe a group? I honestly think it's key to moving forward. Best wishes to you xx
Member
Thread Starter
Join Date: Jul 2018
Posts: 6
Thank you all
For the warm welcome!
I am already in an outpatient programme, therapy and antabuse. It is really helpful knowing that drinking is not an option. (Or I will get sick or have trouble with child services). so I set myself up for success. I had a trauma six months ago and ended up drinking a bottle og vodka a day. I feel lucky to be here, frankly.
I am already in an outpatient programme, therapy and antabuse. It is really helpful knowing that drinking is not an option. (Or I will get sick or have trouble with child services). so I set myself up for success. I had a trauma six months ago and ended up drinking a bottle og vodka a day. I feel lucky to be here, frankly.
Ocean Lover!
Join Date: Apr 2018
Location: You know nothing Jon Snow - UK
Posts: 2,604
Hi RaptorGirl, great to have you join the community! Lots of very wise and caring people here, I'm not sure where I would be without them. Post as much and whatever you want, we all care and are 100% behind you on your journey to sobriety. 8 days is awesome, keep up the good fight and look forward to reading more of your posts! xx
Currently Active Users Viewing this Thread: 1 (0 members and 1 guests)
