Hi, new here!
 

8 days sober. Been drinking on/off for 20 years. I am 35. I am starting to get symptoms that are worrying me. Going to a check-up on thursday and I'm terrified. Bloodwork was normal. Even if my life won't BE long, it sure is going to feel long. Time is warped and I feel so tired and sad. Trying to stay positive!

I have two children and everything going for me. I need to forgive everyone, including myself. Thanks for listening, XO

Hi and welcome! 41 here with two young children. Lots of great info on this site and wonderful people. Congratulations on your 8 days!!

Great to have you join us, RaptorGirl. 8 days is wonderful. :) You're never going to regret this decision.

Hi Raptorgirl! Lovely to meet you.

I'm 37. Been working of the last year trying to really get a handle on my addiction though I new a decade ago I was in real trouble. I've had two really long stints in counselling and I think that was vital in my figuring out things enough to try and stop drinking. I had so much guilt and shame, I was so angry at everyone and I was so disgusted with who I was that I didn't think it would ever change but it has!

Self-forgiveness is massive. If you feel you need some help working on that go and find a good counselling or maybe a group? I honestly think it's key to moving forward. Best wishes to you xx

Hi, RaptorGirl! Good to have you onboard. 8 days sober is awesome, good going.

welcome to SR Raptor Girl :)

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Thank you all
 

For the warm welcome!

I am already in an outpatient programme, therapy and antabuse. It is really helpful knowing that drinking is not an option. (Or I will get sick or have trouble with child services). so I set myself up for success. I had a trauma six months ago and ended up drinking a bottle og vodka a day. I feel lucky to be here, frankly. :)

Hi RaptorGirl, great to have you join the community! Lots of very wise and caring people here, I'm not sure where I would be without them. Post as much and whatever you want, we all care and are 100% behind you on your journey to sobriety. 8 days is awesome, keep up the good fight and look forward to reading more of your posts! xx