I couldn't make it through today withdrawals were kicking in and I'm at work, I've booked tomorrow of gonna try cold turkey again and if not I'll try and wean myself off, then do the jump when I'm down to a couple a day.
I can't progress with my life I only care about living because of my dogs, but i know if I stopped the drugs I could create a life worth living.
Drugs keep me on a treadmill to nowhere, which just encourages me to use more. It's a vicious circle!
I make so many bad choices, I've lost all my friends when I stopped drinking, and now I'm losing all my confidence, I don't feel like I've got anything to give anyone, I have no family either, i do have a girlfriend and a job.
Not sure for how much longer.