Need to quit today
life has now become unmanageable, things were going ok my addiction was hidden and I was still maintaining my job and relationships.
everything is now falling apart, I'm taking over 50 pills most days, I'm always Ill, never any money.
when I quit though the depression hits hard, and the sickness and aches. If I can just make it through the first 3 days i think i can do it.
last time I used was yesterday evening, I'm gonna be rattling by about 11am, this is day one, I hope it's the last.