I just want to be well
Desperate vulnerability could be apt. I certainly reached a point where I was open to a spiritual experience, and according to experts in such things, complete defeat is a pre requisite...
It wasn't like I couldn't see where my path was taking me either. I had much good advice along the lines of quitting before it got worse, and I knew it was good advice. I tried to follow it but never could...
From this dark spot, expressing only a willingness to believe... I was launched on a path to permanent recovery that I never thought possible. John Barleycorn was indeed the best advocate.
It wasn't like I couldn't see where my path was taking me either. I had much good advice along the lines of quitting before it got worse, and I knew it was good advice. I tried to follow it but never could...
From this dark spot, expressing only a willingness to believe... I was launched on a path to permanent recovery that I never thought possible. John Barleycorn was indeed the best advocate.
Hopefully Kaily will give us an update sooner rather than later.
"In the first weeks of my sobriety, a successful day was something like "eat twice, shower, make the bed."
Hahaha...I get this. When I talk to a really good friend and he asks me how I am doing (checks in often) my response is...I am still showering daily. What an added perk! It is the little things that make you proud. And I am in my early days!
Hahaha...I get this. When I talk to a really good friend and he asks me how I am doing (checks in often) my response is...I am still showering daily. What an added perk! It is the little things that make you proud. And I am in my early days!
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