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10-28-2015, 06:40 AM

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Need2stop27

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Ditto

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Originally Posted by JerryFish

I was a member before. My username was JerryFish, in case someone remembers.

My situation now is terrible. I've started drinking this morning. I have a beard, smell have the beer delivered, as well as pizzas. I feel horrible yet I keep going.

My situation was good. I had a counsellor. Help from family. I threw all that away. They wanted to help but I didn't accept it. All I wanted was to drink.

I have been sober for a few weeks and it was wonderful. I want that again. I just can't resist the beer.

I'm hoping for a new start tomorrow. It's getting scary. I'm sometimes waking up feeling so sick that it feels like I'm close to something serious. And I want to live a happy life, not die a drunk at 34.

I have no idea what to do. Which makes me my call for help!

Hey jerry

I'm going through exactly the same thing. I woke up this morning to beer and I will probably keep drinking all day. My reason for that being is that I cannot control the anxiety being sober brings. I suffer from it anyway but the morning after amplifies that ten fold. If I didn't drink I know what the day would be - basically all day stuck in my own head worrying about what it's and being faced with the feelings of feeling guilty about my drinking so it's a vicious cycle but you are not alone.