New here, my life is crumbling and I need help
I'm clearly my own worst enemy
Join Date: Dec 2015
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You took the words from my mouth
Originally Posted by sortthingsout 
I desperately need to sort my life out before I lose everything. Coke ruins the person I am and I hate who I've become. I denied I was an addict as I only used once or twice a week but I can't go out without it and I can't stop when I am out. I run away from who I am and it's a way forget all my problems and stress - something which means I've now spiralled down into the hole I am now in. My nose is a mess, I've wasted so much money, I've missed days at work in the job i killed myself to get and I'm losing my friends. Most of all I'm desperately unhappy - I was anyway but being an addict has only increased my self loathing. I try to go out without i can't seem to have the willpower and I used to be so strong. It's all I can think about. I want to change and I don't want to be like this. I used to be so healthy, driven and hardworking - a person I was proud to be- and now it feels like I'll never get back there.
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Shamefulforlife, Welcome to the site.
This thread is eight months old and the original poster hasn't been here since April.
There is a lot of support here for you - maybe you could post your story in a new thread in the Newcomers section?
There is a way out. Keep reading on this site and keep talking to us, we care and hope you start your recovery today.
This thread is eight months old and the original poster hasn't been here since April.
There is a lot of support here for you - maybe you could post your story in a new thread in the Newcomers section?
There is a way out. Keep reading on this site and keep talking to us, we care and hope you start your recovery today.
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