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Old 03-13-2015, 02:40 AM   #1 (permalink)
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Well messed it up again.


Posting here when upset but I do read and post for others when sober and positive so I hope the forum karma balances out.

Drank last night seriously.. Got 2 hours sleep.. Feel like death and have teaching all day.. Taking it 1 second at a time.. Feel like a pressure cooker.. Tough timetable means can't get to as at the moment.. Told wife this Morning.. Want to inform her how serious and out of control it is and also want to insulate and protect her so I don't appear weak.. General madness abounds.. Anyway that's me
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Old 03-13-2015, 02:42 AM   #2 (permalink)
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That means "can't get to aa"
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Old 03-13-2015, 02:48 AM   #3 (permalink)
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Morning jim ,
that sucks i feel for you . Hope you recover quick and get back in the saddle .

Keep on , m
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Old 03-13-2015, 04:19 AM   #4 (permalink)
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Jim I guess it's about lunchtime for you so it's going to be a long afternoon of teaching for you, I hope you feel OK. I taught through a lot of days like that so I know what it's like.

I hope you can have an early night.
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Old 03-13-2015, 05:46 AM   #5 (permalink)
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Hi.

In general we alcoholics have a poor memory regarding pain. I suggest for future reference this as a REMEMBER WHEN if the thought of drinking enters your mind at an insane moment.

Our alcoholism never gets better so is it illogical to not test it?

BE WELL
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Old 03-13-2015, 08:56 AM   #6 (permalink)
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Thankyou
Very tough day.. Barely functioning.
Quite despairing of it all and doubting my facility as a normal human being.
Sad sad.
Thanks all for your replies
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Old 03-13-2015, 09:00 AM   #7 (permalink)
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I hope you feel better soon
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Old 03-13-2015, 11:30 AM   #8 (permalink)
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me too--emotional and physical horror of hangovers is the worst

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Old 03-13-2015, 12:18 PM   #9 (permalink)
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Know well the feeling, its crap. get well soon and have a big sleep..
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