Why am I doing this to myself?
Hi Mr G
you asked what's wrong with you - here's my take:
you're an alcoholic who's getting in deeper and deeper and losing more and more control because you haven't yet accepted the reality -
drinking will always bring you to this lonely desolate, life-destroying place.
I'm not sure whats stopping you from embracing recovery wholly - fear, stubborness, embarrassment, pride - but I think it's time to admit defeat, Mr G?
This is a relationship you need to walk away from, now - no matter what it costs in life changes for you.
If you don't, things will get worse - trust me.
D
you asked what's wrong with you - here's my take:
you're an alcoholic who's getting in deeper and deeper and losing more and more control because you haven't yet accepted the reality -
drinking will always bring you to this lonely desolate, life-destroying place.
I'm not sure whats stopping you from embracing recovery wholly - fear, stubborness, embarrassment, pride - but I think it's time to admit defeat, Mr G?
This is a relationship you need to walk away from, now - no matter what it costs in life changes for you.
If you don't, things will get worse - trust me.
D
MrG - That sort of thing had to happen to me before I got it. I was a slow learner, but once I convinced myself I could never be a social drinker I was able to get free. You sound more determined than ever - you learned something valuable.
Thanks all, well it's day 2 today and I feel pretty bad. Anxiety and low mood is through the roof. But it's a start. Not a wink of sleep so I'm not much fun at all today I'm afraid! I have a pain in my left side that is worrying too.
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