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07-17-2014, 01:53 PM

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ScottFromWI

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Great news Aiko - please don't be a stranger and lest us know if we can help at all.

07-17-2014, 04:16 PM

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Dee74

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big hugs back Aiko - and best wishes

07-17-2014, 04:23 PM

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Mags1

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All the best Aiko.x

07-17-2014, 04:29 PM

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SoberLeigh

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I left you a PM, Aiko.

Thanks so much for letting us know how you are.

07-17-2014, 04:36 PM

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Thepatman

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Good luck! Glad you are making moves towards sobriety.

07-19-2014, 02:58 PM

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Aiko

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Day One..........

I got out of hospital.
A friend collected me cos I could not drive.
Still gone, 5 days sleeping.
And my family thinks I was on the beach...
But I started to wake up and then the head started with planning...
God 3 hours out and started!!!

So I went to NA, was about positivity.

I shared story about the Bridge:
You have to cross the bridge,
you either cross it angry, cross it upset, cross it smiling...
Depends were you look.
and If someone ask you if you are ok...
You say I am Great without getting into details...!

Again this bloke ask me to give him miss call, but said NO...
I had problems already. So I got his card.

Got back home I am not ready to be out!
and I thought to go to smoke pot but got home...
I need to keep away from toxic people even If I love them.

Still got one week off, I might go mad...

I start a new painting protect...
I got 4 doctors appointments next week.
I am going to look for a new sport or gym!
I will do my hair... my nails...
but NO alcohol or drugs... but I know I have handy weapons!!!
Just boring medicationnnnnnnnn********************
Gave me the exact amount for 3 days...

So one day awake

07-19-2014, 03:03 PM

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ultradad

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Congrats! You can do this!

07-19-2014, 03:09 PM

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biminiblue

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Good job, Aiko. Be well, stay busy, don't use

07-19-2014, 03:55 PM

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SoberLeigh

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You are doing well, Aiko. Stay strong; you can do this. I believe in you.

07-19-2014, 04:28 PM

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Dee74

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This can be the start of something good Aiko - go for it

07-21-2014, 04:38 PM

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SoberLeigh

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How are things going, Aiko. Thinking of you!!!!

07-22-2014, 09:08 AM

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Aiko

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6 Months no Alcohol!!!!

I realized today I am 6 monthhhhhhhhssssssssssss no alcohol...
Well not the rest but I am getting round it

Sorry if some think is not been sober but to me
Is one down

and have controlled since I left hospital...
And being sick like a dog...

Today 2 shrinks... and 3 doctors.
the hospital one really told me off for no phoning sick!!!
I forget the pills,
I really am having serious lapses of memory.

The SET BACK.......
I went to my GP to get the new meds in my card!!!
and she kept asking what are you addicted to...???
I got to justify all I give you...
(I have asked all sortsssssssssssss and my records....................)
************** NO WAY WAS GOING TO SAY BENZO................
So said a bit of everything to confuse her...
which is true!!!!
I still can get private or phone a friend! Plan X is not safe!
If doctors find out I can get cut off! I am not ready!!!
Just could not say it!!!

Kept saying Tell your family... NO WAY JOSE!!!

They keep ****** banning me from everything ..........................!
The rest working on it!!!

In any case 6 months no Alcohol...
Never thought I could get that far.
to me is

07-22-2014, 09:42 AM

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trachemys

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Six months?

That's fantastic, Aiko!

For that I give you a round tuit:

07-26-2014, 10:22 AM

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SoberLeigh

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Hi Aiko; hope things are going well for you!!!!!

07-26-2014, 02:04 PM

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Aiko

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I am getting better,
been sick since left the clinic a week ago.

Today and found a pill at the bottom of my handbag!!!
Was tempting but NO WAY!
Just had a nasty detox and one pill just was not worth it!
I was nervous so I flush it,
I could not put it in the rubbish bin my head would be telling me dig ittttt...

Last night I went out to a beach party,
first time ever no alcohol or drugs with NA people.

I could have gone out tonight but I do not know how to have fun sober
and I am depressed ...
I do not overcome it, have fun clean!

On Monday I go back to work...
How was your holidays??? Great Detox!!! Yeahhhh!!!
But have not touched a thing just my meds

Hope you life is treating you well!
Big Hug,
Aiko

07-26-2014, 02:10 PM

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SoberLeigh

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Aiko, your post is music to my ears!!!! I am so happy for you. Continue to reach out and grab onto that amazing life in front of you.

Lots of love,

Leigh.