GotGrace

Great job, Aiko! Keep fighting! You can do it.

wackybunny

How are you doing Aiko? Checked in to see you and noticed it's been a while. Hope you're well.

SoberComposer

Hi Aiko, I really hope that you are doing well!

Aiko, you can not only do this but You Deserve This! Not to just beat the addiction and be free.. but to Live a happy life, it's never too late! This addiction has raked you across the hot coals and robbed you of many things. Please do this for a life you may think is impossible now, it is totally possible and there are many here that are literal proof and want to help and give you support! I found out this morning that one of my neighborhood friends passed away in March and his buddy, my best childhood friend, is nearly there aswell. Please get the proper help and love yourself. You do deserve it Aiko! Much love, respect and wishes! You can do it with proper care and support!!

Rence

Plain and simple - you will not stop if you do not WANT to stop.

Aiko

I hope you are all ok!

Sorry I kept away
But I been so depressed...........................
and then I turn on the TV and I see all these people suffering...
I am so lucky and am so frustrated with my behaviour
they would give an arm to be in my position.
why if I am so fortunate, why the hell I want to be stoned??? I feel so empty!

The doc said that with time I will get better and see things in colour.
And my new shrink wants to kill my psychiatrist for misdiagnose but I am not telling her who it is... cos he is one of my back up suppliers.
At the end I will end up strike off legal pills and in an argument...

I Know now that the main reason I do not want to live is because I do not have motivations to live...
I am a robot that wants to switch off.
And have to be alive whether I like it or not, so I have to work on it

My parents are ill, and am very worried...
To keep busy I am finishing two paintings for an exposition.
But I need desperately to find sense in my life...
or my shoulder devil will take over sooner or later

Good news are:
today 200 days no alcohol and 22 days out of the clinic... No nothing!

Big Hug,
Aiko

Thepatman

Rooting for you here as well Aiko!! Keep trucking!

PurpleKnight

You can do this Aiko!!

trachemys

All you had to do to see suffering was look on here and see me worried about YOU!

I'm so glad you're in good health.

Let life fill you.


Finishing two paintings, "200 days no alcohol and 22 days out of the clinic... No nothing!"

You are a hero in my life Aiko. Keep showing me the way.

jdooner

Congrats Aiko...be nice to see you cut off the Doc prescribing you pills but I realize the progress you are making.

Please post the art when finished - I am sure you are a huge talent!

Its easy to get into the projection habits - others suffering around the World, parent's health. I don't want to minimize but your life is on the line. Keep the focus on you and getting Aiko better. There will always be others suffering, I guarantee that...but right now there is nothing you can do for them because you are in need of the help.

wackybunny

I'm sure it will get better. Keep hanging on.

Dee74

So glad to hear from you Aiko - Looks to me like you're heading in the right direction

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Gilmer

Life will get better, Aiko. Be patient and be resolved in your confidence that you're doing the right, sane thing for yourself now.

emmsie

So proud of you, Aiko! Keep going and don't give up. As I've told you before, you are too beautiful, talented and precious to let this take you. You can do it!! x

wackybunny

Dear Aiko, I been wondering how you are. I hope you're well. I remember when you posted on my thread and made me laugh. You seem like such a cool person. Let us know how you're doing, good or bad.