A face plant
Raider,
It me a long time to be ready to be sober. It got past the stages of just avoiding consequences and finally into wanting a peaceful, sober life. I hope that's soon for you.
Love from Lenina
It me a long time to be ready to be sober. It got past the stages of just avoiding consequences and finally into wanting a peaceful, sober life. I hope that's soon for you.
Love from Lenina
"because you can and did! " No, if you had control you wouldn't of done it, I lose control a lot, I don't even know me at times, but I know this, if I can regain control there is a better life.
You din't do it because of you, you wants to quit, but like me it difficult and at time you don't know how to. My friend, please know I feel your pain, and I too am trying to stop, lets stop together and move to a place that is positive
and wonderful.
You din't do it because of you, you wants to quit, but like me it difficult and at time you don't know how to. My friend, please know I feel your pain, and I too am trying to stop, lets stop together and move to a place that is positive
and wonderful.
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My lovely, warm and witty friend. Relapses are hard to recover from. I didn't do it on my first try. I was sober from June 4 to October 6, 2013. I used to think I had 5 months, until I found the Journal I had written in that day in that lounge in Seaside, Oregon a day or two ago. I had barely 4 months.
I started coming round here again in early May I believe. I stumbled and I got up. I stumbled and I got up. I stumbled and I got up. I thought I had a bit of momentum happening at almost 3 weeks....then I stumbled and I got up. I've been sober since June 21st. I wanted it more and more with each stumble.
I want this.
You want this.
Sooner or later, you ARE going to be convinced.
I know it.
I started coming round here again in early May I believe. I stumbled and I got up. I stumbled and I got up. I stumbled and I got up. I thought I had a bit of momentum happening at almost 3 weeks....then I stumbled and I got up. I've been sober since June 21st. I wanted it more and more with each stumble.
I want this.
You want this.
Sooner or later, you ARE going to be convinced.
I know it.
Raider - traveling seems to be a big trigger for you. I know that when my H and I drive straight through from NY to our place in NC all I want to do is hit the Red Lion for my bottles of wine. Haven't made this trip since I got sober but it's coming up. Your struggles are sending big red flags up my way. I hope you quickly get settled back into the good sober routine you had going. You are happiest sober, you deserve to be happy! (((((Hugs)))))
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