A Ban. Done. Me. (nt)
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Btw, my eldest son heads to college in the fall. I know the feelings that you are going through. The bittersweet trips down memory lane are getting unbearable. Yet other times, I feel so okay about him leaving, I feel like a cold hearted b!tech. It is a surreal experience and one that isn't exactly adding to making sobriety easy. Just wanted you to know that you are not alone.
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Originally Posted by alphaomega 
No Dee.
Can't do that yet. Got too much yucks regarding the relapse still.
So those words feel foreign to me. False to some degree.
Like I never really had all that knowledge anyway.
I feel like an imposter. And I rather wish all those old threads would just jolly disappear.
Can't do that yet. Got too much yucks regarding the relapse still.
So those words feel foreign to me. False to some degree.
Like I never really had all that knowledge anyway.
I feel like an imposter. And I rather wish all those old threads would just jolly disappear.
For all the yucks, there was great advice there from other posters - and there was a moment when you got it - and you really did get it.
I just thought it would help you to see/remember that, that's all.
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Originally Posted by alphaomega
I feel like an imposter. And I rather wish all those old threads would just jolly disappear.
This is the addict in current sovereignty. Dethrone it.
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((((alpha)))) you've been through a lot lately. Give yourself a break. take a deep breath and reboot. I think we saw your authentic self and that's why your previous posts were so meaningful to us.
When I was new in recovery I often felt like a fraud. I believe it was the Addictive Voice trying to assert the Addiction. I'm glad youre still here. Please stick around a while.
Love from Lenina
When I was new in recovery I often felt like a fraud. I believe it was the Addictive Voice trying to assert the Addiction. I'm glad youre still here. Please stick around a while.
Love from Lenina
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AO,
Haven't been on in awhile and just thought, "I should hop on and see how my sister from another mother is faring," and saw this. I can't add much more to what anyone else here has said. You are strong, you know what to do, you have had such a huge positive impact on me and so many others here, you'll get back up and do this thing. Don't wallow and try not to get a case of the "f its." We're here. I'm here. Get back on the horse and dig that bur out of the saddle.
You got this. Love you.
Haven't been on in awhile and just thought, "I should hop on and see how my sister from another mother is faring," and saw this. I can't add much more to what anyone else here has said. You are strong, you know what to do, you have had such a huge positive impact on me and so many others here, you'll get back up and do this thing. Don't wallow and try not to get a case of the "f its." We're here. I'm here. Get back on the horse and dig that bur out of the saddle.
You got this. Love you.
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