Welcome. I know many binge drinkers or people who were binge drinkers. Almost all have said the same thing. That anxiety that they had waiting to drink again and the anxiety they had after was binge was very hard to live with. Exentually over time the periods they waited to drink again got shorter and shorter. I was an all day everyday drinker so I don't have a lot of experience, just what others have told me. So glad you have recognized your problem and have started to take steps. You will need support if you can find it. Hang in there and let us know how you are doing. I have found that you have to be britally honest with yourself and talk about the issues you have moving forward. Hang in there.
One drink today and all my tomorrow's are up for grabs!