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11-27-2013, 02:38 PM

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Tabbj

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Join Date: Nov 2013

Location: My Toes In The Sand in Central PA

Posts: 73

Sending prayers ... your in the right direction

11-27-2013, 02:41 PM

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Tabbj

Member

Join Date: Nov 2013

Location: My Toes In The Sand in Central PA

Posts: 73

Prayers you are in the right direction ...

The first to help
you up are the
ones who
know how it
feels to fall
down

11-27-2013, 02:49 PM

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Bird800

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Join Date: Nov 2013

Posts: 149

Wishing you the best AN. I hope you're doing ok.

11-27-2013, 03:47 PM

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wpainterw

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Join Date: Jun 2010

Location: Massachusetts

Posts: 3,550

Hey, go easy on yourself! The past is the past. You've been ill. And you can recover from all of that and be happy with help from others like you who want the same things you do. You will find them at a meeting and on this website. I found it easier if I had some folks to help me. I couldn't do it just with willpower. Reach for the suniight. You can do it! Every good wish.

W.

11-27-2013, 04:06 PM

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alphaomega

Its a cold and its a broken hallelujah.

Join Date: Aug 2011

Posts: 2,887

Been. Done. If I had a dollar.....

Use this as your before and after moment.

You can do this. We can help.

XO AO

11-27-2013, 04:07 PM

# 26 (permalink)

neferkamichael

Life Health Prosperity

Join Date: Sep 2011

Location: Louisana

Posts: 6,752

Animalnurse9, rootin for ya.

11-27-2013, 04:46 PM

# 27 (permalink)

Hawkeye13

Member

Join Date: Oct 2013

Posts: 11,434

It will be OK. You can and will make it better.
Warm wishes and hugs AN

11-27-2013, 05:16 PM

# 28 (permalink)

LadyinBC

Keeping it simple!

Join Date: Dec 2012

Location: Surrey, BC

Posts: 3,282

Sending you big hugs. Please do not be too hard on yourself, it does you no good.

11-27-2013, 05:44 PM

# 29 (permalink)

least

bona fido dog-lover

Join Date: Mar 2008

Location: SF Bay area, CA

Posts: 99,787

11-27-2013, 08:06 PM

# 30 (permalink)

Kaneda8888

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Join Date: Sep 2013

Location: Strailya

Posts: 8,025

Yesterday is the past. Let it go. Focus forward and well done on deciding to go to a meeting.

11-27-2013, 08:10 PM

# 31 (permalink)

Zebra1275

Member

Join Date: May 2009

Posts: 14,937

A meeting is a good thing, you can share and they will understand.

11-27-2013, 08:31 PM

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Vandermast

The Long and Winding Road....

Join Date: Mar 2013

Location: Brisbane QLD

Posts: 897

hey just wishing you the best and hope it passes

v

11-27-2013, 09:03 PM

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FeenixxRising

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Join Date: Jan 2013

Location: Mid-Atlantic USA

Posts: 2,441

Quote:

Originally Posted by animalnurse9

I've hit it. I did something really bad last night. I'm going to find a meeting to go to, because I'm really struggling. No tough love comments please, I'm beating myself up as it is. Life is really horrible.

Attend some meetings and recommit. Your outlook should change in a few days. I'm guessing things may not be as bad as it appears right now. With a few days sober and some meetings under your belt you should feel better.

Wishing you the best; this can be the end of your hell and the start of a sustained sober life.

11-27-2013, 09:04 PM

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animalnurse9

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Thread Starter

Join Date: Apr 2013

Location: auckland

Posts: 313

Thanks everyone. You guys are all amazing. Still feel like pond scum, but I guess I will for a while. I have found a meeting near me tomorrow at 6, so I'm going to that. I'm really nervous, I don't want to talk to strangers, I'm shy!

11-27-2013, 09:06 PM

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Dee74

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Join Date: Apr 2007

Location: Australia

Posts: 211,454

you'll be ok AN - everyone's there for the same reason

11-27-2013, 09:13 PM

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Coldfusion

Sobriety is Traditional

Join Date: Dec 2012

Location: Orcas Island, Washington

Posts: 9,067

I am sure there are some wonderful meetings in Auckland! You will find a place where you are welcome among others who seek recovery.

11-27-2013, 09:14 PM

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magusadam

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Join Date: Nov 2013

Location: Lakeland FL

Posts: 42

Don't beat yourself up to bad about what happened as long as you learn from it.

11-27-2013, 09:24 PM

# 38 (permalink)

foolsgold66

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Join Date: Aug 2013

Location: Earth

Posts: 1,791

Hey I've had days where I felt I couldn't qualify as pond scum. Like everything in life, sometimes we gotta screw up a few times before we get it right. Go to your meeting. Take deep breaths. You can do it.