JaySee

Hey Ted

Welcome back mate. I know how you're feeling, been there.
Take it easy buddy. You'll soon be back on track.

much love

JC

ted

thanks so much for your support.
sue

wingsfree

Phew breathing a huge sigh of relief. So glad your back Ted, so glad. I'm sad too Ted, but I'll be damned if I'm dead, I got way to much life in me to let that happen, just like you do my friend. I do understand how you feel, and working hard on fixing it, this isn't LIVING.

Welcome back again (((Ted))), onward we go, keep at this till we find our way, and look at all the support and love you have here, isn't that the most wonderful feeling, all our spirits connecting with your's and your precious (((Sue))).

All my love (((Ted * Sue))) .....Denise (Day 2) <--- see that Ted, it sucks big time doesn't it? but I'm not giving up, will keep at this till I find my way out, just like you and everyone else on these boards and all around the world. Time we snuffed this buggar out.

kckman

Falling down is part of learning. The only logical choice is to get back up. Ted the bus is at your stop and it is not going to leave with out you.

In memory of miracle

Welcome back ! Your times of staying out seem to be getting shorter in duration, that is a good sign .Dont beat yourself up too much , just get back to AA and share what happened to you . You will be helping your self and others ! You can turn it around ! You havent done anything that I havent done several hundred times . STAY STRONG ....keep gettin back up ! Love to you .. Trish

Little Missy

(((Ted and Sue))) You just made my day buddy!! So glad to know you are safe. We can beat this thing together!! I'm on day 9!! Kind of sucks, but not letting it get me down. Learning my lessons. And as I like to say, "I've been humbled yet again"!!

Love ya,
Chelle

2dayzmuse

ted

HEY ALL.JUST GOT OFF THE PHONE WITH MY SPONSOR.
IT WAS VERY HARD FOR ME TO CALL HIM,I FEEL MUCH BETTER AFTER TALKING WITH HIM.
YET ANOTHER CHANCE TO GET THIS.
I NEED TO REALISE I MAY NOT GET ANOTHER CHANCE.
I CAN ONLY CHEAT DEATH SO MANY TIMES.
SO HERE I AM TO START ANEW...........ted :headache:

2dayzmuse

JaySee

Nice one mate.!!

OK

Little Missy

Happy to hear your sponsor made you feel better. It's so nice to have people who understand and do not judge!! I'm right there with ya!!

:tri
Missy

In memory of miracle

made my night ! ((((( Tedster )))))

sherbear5104

Welcome home Ted. So glad you made it back!

In memory of miracle

((((((( Ted ))))))) How are you ? I know how you must be feeling , tommorow will be a better day , keep the faith my friend ..Trish

2dayzmuse

Alice Wonder

((((TED)))) you are my hero because you always keep fighting the good fight and you don't give up. a good boxer knows how to take a punch but a champion boxer knows how to knock out his opponent. we are all in your corner champ and you will be victorious over addiction. i hung up my boxing gloves finally but not after a lot of fights!
stay strong because you are. love-alice

Little Missy

((Ted)) you little devil!! Get your butt back here!!

Love ya,
Missy

In memory of miracle

KelKel

(((Ted)))
This suck *ss addiction of ours makes me so angry and frustrated.
It seems like we take one step forward and sometimes end up taking many steps backward...the results never ever get better.
I am sorry my friend...
I have been working on getting a particular thought out of my head...
I keep hearing the words "Chronic Relapser" in my head and I do not want to be in that category anymore, it is life and death for us.
I need to keep the "F it!" attitude away and choose life.
Thanks for getting right back on the bus buddy, it is the best we can do.

ted

HEY ALL.THANKS FOR THE CONCERN.
I HAVEN'T BEEN DRINKING,JUST NOT FEELING GOOD ABOUT THINGS.
I DID GET TO A MEETING LAST NIGHT.
TOPIC WAS HAPPY,JOYOUS AND FREE.
I CAN ONLY WISH.CHRONIC RELAPSING KEL IS MY MIDDLE NAME.
IT TOOK ALL I HAD NOT TO DRINK THIS MORNING.
I'M HANGING ON.YA'LL BE SAFE AND SOBER.............ted