Cirrhosis ! God no ..not ME :(
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Good morning Snoozy... You must feel a great relief to know that you'll be getting the help you need to get back on track to living an excellent sober life.
Just remember how you felt during the 23 months you were sober.
Very happy for you Snoozy.
Just remember how you felt during the 23 months you were sober.
Very happy for you Snoozy.
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Thanks so much. Yes it's amazing how quickly it escalates. I'm quite shocked & powerless. I'm really ready for rehab. Xxx it's all I'm thinking about day and night , night and day 24/7.
I cherished my sobriety , I can't wait for that call on the 31st xxx
I cherished my sobriety , I can't wait for that call on the 31st xxx
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2 more sleeps Snoozy and you will get that life changing call. Happy to hear you are really looking forward to the call. Hang in there until then.... the next 48 hours will go by quickly.
You are in my thoughts and sending you hugs.
You are in my thoughts and sending you hugs.
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That's so true purplenight but I thought I had this , I was NEVER going to drink again , work people called me a piker cos I didn't drink , just had my lemon , lime and bitters .
It dosnt bother me at all . But even my own doctor said to me well it didn't hurt to try after 2 years , you may have been ok with it....see ...they don't get it. He knows me so well , but it took one drink.
Then here I am I never wanted to ever be here in my life again, it's simply exhausting waking up & thinking am I gonna drink today at 9 am !
I'm literally fatigued to the max .
I'm really hoping to do what you said , evolve and grow, I like that. Thank you
It dosnt bother me at all . But even my own doctor said to me well it didn't hurt to try after 2 years , you may have been ok with it....see ...they don't get it. He knows me so well , but it took one drink.
Then here I am I never wanted to ever be here in my life again, it's simply exhausting waking up & thinking am I gonna drink today at 9 am !
I'm literally fatigued to the max .
I'm really hoping to do what you said , evolve and grow, I like that. Thank you
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Originally Posted by SnoozyQ 
I have just found out that there are 4 stages of degenerating liver. Mild, modest , significant and cirrhosis. My doctor just told me i have stage 3 ..significant and he needs to investigate more. I am so devestated ;-( .why did i think i was so special. I dont want to die. I was ALWAYS going to stop BEFORE things got this bad . Maybe i deserve this , how selfish as a mother and wife .Wasting my years with my lover ( alcohol' ) instead of loving the things that mattered most. i probably deserve this. What do i do , where do i go , what do i say , who do i see.... head is spinning.Feeling nauseous , feeling scared.....
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