I know you're all sick of
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I know you're all sick of
Me and my posts going around in circles. It's going I be all over. I've 30mg left from Monday to last me until Tuesday, its Thursday morning now and I've had 10mg and codeine and burden and have major headaches already. 30mg was my brekky yesterday. My husband is so upset. I've got a doctors appointment today to tell her everything and a drug and alcohol appointment tomorrow and they are going to send me to the hospital detox and not tell them about the eating disorder I think.
I can't believe my life has come to this. My husband was so upset last night I had so so many pills to deal with it. He knew I'd been taking more but not the extent I guess.
I'm so terrified.
Anyway, off to dress up day at play group for now.
I can't believe my life has come to this. My husband was so upset last night I had so so many pills to deal with it. He knew I'd been taking more but not the extent I guess.
I'm so terrified.
Anyway, off to dress up day at play group for now.
If we get sick of each other, we die.
You keep coming here and you keep leaoing on us and we'll keep leaning on you and we'll all get through this together.
OK?
This is the lifeboat. All hands to oars.
You keep coming here and you keep leaoing on us and we'll keep leaning on you and we'll all get through this together.
OK?
This is the lifeboat. All hands to oars.
((MLC)) - I'm not sick of you, either. I do have to admit, I think the eating disorder needs to be addressed along with the other stuff. From what I understand, eating disorders are just another way of trying to control things we can't, just like the drug usage?
I pray that you will get to the bottom of this, that you will believe that you deserve a life without using, eating disorders, etc. You do. WE all see it in you.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy
I pray that you will get to the bottom of this, that you will believe that you deserve a life without using, eating disorders, etc. You do. WE all see it in you.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy
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Detox? This is great news MLC. Wonderful to hear. It will be good for you. Being terrified is perfectly acceptable. I understand. Please do not let your fear stop you from doing the right thing. Your children need you. You can do this MLC.
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Dee, you would be familiar with HADS at the royal Brisbane? They kick you out if you have an eating disorder or self harm. Atods said they may not mention it because i am running out of options. It has been pretty under control but always flares up without drug use. They said there's no counselling just medical detox. Moonyah is where I would like to go but they can't take ma at this level of benzo use.
I have no choice but to go back to the doc today and be completely honest that I've none left nearly. She seemed pretty up with benzo stuff so she won't leave me to go cold turkey I don't think.
I have no choice but to go back to the doc today and be completely honest that I've none left nearly. She seemed pretty up with benzo stuff so she won't leave me to go cold turkey I don't think.
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We just want you to begin to heal and have a happy life. However that has to happen, it'll be worth it. I think it would be more terrifying to continue on the path you've been on.
Yoiu should know I never really shut up
I never went through rehab or detox MLC.
I should have, but made bad decisions.
Without spending money, I think ATODS is your best bet for now but I'll look around and let you know if I find anything else.
D
I never went through rehab or detox MLC.
I should have, but made bad decisions.
Without spending money, I think ATODS is your best bet for now but I'll look around and let you know if I find anything else.
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It's just keeping quiet about the ed so I can actually get into a detox. There's no other options. Will get counselling for ed as well but after. First thing I need to do is get off these damn drygs
MLC,
From what I've read of your posts, and if I understand things correctly, you've been placed in a difficult situation of having to prioritize your health problems......as a high dose of benzo rules out one place and ED another.
I think the important thing is you're seeing your doctor and being honest. I'll be thinking of you and hoping you're able to start detox.
From what I've read of your posts, and if I understand things correctly, you've been placed in a difficult situation of having to prioritize your health problems......as a high dose of benzo rules out one place and ED another.
I think the important thing is you're seeing your doctor and being honest. I'll be thinking of you and hoping you're able to start detox.
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MLC,
From what I've read of your posts, and if I understand things correctly, you've been placed in a difficult situation of having to prioritize your health problems......as a high dose of benzo rules out one place and ED another.
I think the important thing is you're seeing your doctor and being honest. I'll be thinking of you and hoping you're able to start detox.
From what I've read of your posts, and if I understand things correctly, you've been placed in a difficult situation of having to prioritize your health problems......as a high dose of benzo rules out one place and ED another.
I think the important thing is you're seeing your doctor and being honest. I'll be thinking of you and hoping you're able to start detox.
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((MLC)) - I'm not sick of you, either. I do have to admit, I think the eating disorder needs to be addressed along with the other stuff. From what I understand, eating disorders are just another way of trying to control things we can't, just like the drug usage?
I pray that you will get to the bottom of this, that you will believe that you deserve a life without using, eating disorders, etc. You do. WE all see it in you.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy
I pray that you will get to the bottom of this, that you will believe that you deserve a life without using, eating disorders, etc. You do. WE all see it in you.
Hugs and prayers,
Amy
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