TrixMixer

I have been sober for a while now, and can honestly say I loved everything about alcohol and gave it up because I did not want to die an alcoholic. I was one of the lucky ones that quit one day and never relapsed. Fear kept me away from even thinking about alcohol let alone ever having a taste of it again.

To this day I have nightmares that some one has spiked my drink, or I am at a bar or party drinking and telling people I now "drink from time to time". I wake up in cold sweats, that is how fearful I am of EVER drinking again. I know if I had one sip I would be right back to a full blown alcoholic. It really is rather sad after all these years to still have to say I am an "alcoholic" because we are Never cured.

Anna

I don't feel like I've beaten anything.

I have found a healthy and joyous way to live and that's what matters to me.