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Old 11-29-2009, 09:55 PM
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Unhappy here i go

im new to this site. Im feeling like ive lost all control. Ive been awake for about 37 hours. All i can think about is getting high. All my money goes their. Ive lost the love of my life, 2 cars, my apartment. Feels like i can get high cuz nothing matters. Its like get high today and u can paybills tommorow. But i say it everyday. Im ashamed to go to friends and family. (i cant belive typing this is making me cry). well im just venting. Looking for support. thanks
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Old 11-29-2009, 10:03 PM
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Welcome overtime

I'm not sure what your drug of choice is, but you'll find a lot of support here
Many of us have found this place at our lowest ebb. Don't give up

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Old 11-29-2009, 10:05 PM
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overtime,

Welcome! You have found a great place for support and advice. You are not alone! You don't have to live like that any more. Please read the stickies, postings and know you are among friends.

Have you tried any recovery programs?

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Old 11-29-2009, 10:18 PM
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Welcome! Glad you are here. Have you tried to get clean before---any rehab, programs, etc? Have you ever been to NA? Don't give up hope. We do recover.
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Old 11-29-2009, 10:34 PM
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supprised

im supprised @ how many comments ive already got. My drug of choice is coke. I have tried to get clean b4 but only make it a week. I want it, dream about it. Im tired of this rut. I just wanna run far away and like start over. But everything takes money. I i know where that would go.
Thanks for the love.
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Old 11-29-2009, 10:48 PM
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Welcome overtime. There are many others who have been right where you are now. My drug of choice was alcohol, but I understand addiction all too well.

You can do it, but you will need to decide that you want it more than anything else. That is when the recovery begins.

But, you can't do it alone. Don't be ashamed. Ask for help. Find a NA meeting nearby.

Glad you are here. This is a great group and they will certainly help as much as they can.
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Old 11-29-2009, 10:51 PM
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I found I couldn't get clean on my own. I needed help from others. I go to NA plus I come here for support. You might also want to post something in the substance abuse forum here too. Plenty of nice folks here that are willing to help. Don't give up. Asking for help is a huge step in the right direction. Again--We do recover.
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Old 11-29-2009, 11:37 PM
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I think there's been some good advice here, overtime.
Come and check out the substance abuse forum too sometime...
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

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Old 11-30-2009, 12:34 AM
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Welcome to SR

There is a lot of support here, and a lot of us have been where you are, crying on the keyboard... from one drug or another.

Take care of yourself,
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Old 11-30-2009, 02:36 AM
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Welcome to SR :ghug3
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Old 11-30-2009, 05:49 PM
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Welcome to SR overtime. You will find so much help and support here. You can do it.
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Old 11-30-2009, 06:13 PM
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Hi Overtime,

Welcome!

I think you can find lots of support here.
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Old 11-30-2009, 07:09 PM
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Welcome to SR, overtime! :ghug3
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Old 12-01-2009, 03:00 PM
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Welcome

I just joined as well, this is a wonderful forum, I hope you stick around!
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Old 12-01-2009, 11:59 PM
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