here i go
im new to this site. Im feeling like ive lost all control. Ive been awake for about 37 hours. All i can think about is getting high. All my money goes their. Ive lost the love of my life, 2 cars, my apartment. Feels like i can get high cuz nothing matters. Its like get high today and u can paybills tommorow. But i say it everyday. Im ashamed to go to friends and family. (i cant belive typing this is making me cry). well im just venting. Looking for support. thanks