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overtime 11-29-2009 08:55 PM

here i go
 
im new to this site. Im feeling like ive lost all control. Ive been awake for about 37 hours. All i can think about is getting high. All my money goes their. Ive lost the love of my life, 2 cars, my apartment. Feels like i can get high cuz nothing matters. Its like get high today and u can paybills tommorow. But i say it everyday. Im ashamed to go to friends and family. (i cant belive typing this is making me cry). well im just venting. Looking for support. thanks

Dee74 11-29-2009 09:03 PM

Welcome overtime

I'm not sure what your drug of choice is, but you'll find a lot of support here :)
Many of us have found this place at our lowest ebb. Don't give up :)

D

Lenina 11-29-2009 09:05 PM

overtime,

Welcome! You have found a great place for support and advice. You are not alone! You don't have to live like that any more. Please read the stickies, postings and know you are among friends.

Have you tried any recovery programs?

Love,

Lenina

ANGELINA243 11-29-2009 09:18 PM

Welcome! Glad you are here. Have you tried to get clean before---any rehab, programs, etc? Have you ever been to NA? Don't give up hope. We do recover. :hug:

overtime 11-29-2009 09:34 PM

supprised
 
im supprised @ how many comments ive already got. My drug of choice is coke. I have tried to get clean b4 but only make it a week. I want it, dream about it. Im tired of this rut. I just wanna run far away and like start over. But everything takes money. I i know where that would go.
Thanks for the love.

NewMe11109 11-29-2009 09:48 PM

Welcome overtime. There are many others who have been right where you are now. My drug of choice was alcohol, but I understand addiction all too well.

You can do it, but you will need to decide that you want it more than anything else. That is when the recovery begins.

But, you can't do it alone. Don't be ashamed. Ask for help. Find a NA meeting nearby.

Glad you are here. This is a great group and they will certainly help as much as they can.

ANGELINA243 11-29-2009 09:51 PM

I found I couldn't get clean on my own. I needed help from others. I go to NA plus I come here for support. You might also want to post something in the substance abuse forum here too. Plenty of nice folks here that are willing to help. Don't give up. Asking for help is a huge step in the right direction. Again--We do recover.

Dee74 11-29-2009 10:37 PM

I think there's been some good advice here, overtime.
Come and check out the substance abuse forum too sometime...
Substance Abuse - SoberRecovery : Alcoholism Drug Addiction Help and Information

D

thirtybubba 11-29-2009 11:34 PM

Welcome to SR :wavey:

There is a lot of support here, and a lot of us have been where you are, crying on the keyboard... from one drug or another.

Take care of yourself,
TB

Sikkisirus 11-30-2009 01:36 AM

Welcome to SR :ghug3

Jester1025 11-30-2009 04:49 PM

Welcome to SR overtime. You will find so much help and support here. You can do it.

Anna 11-30-2009 05:13 PM

Hi Overtime,

Welcome!

I think you can find lots of support here.

mirage 11-30-2009 06:09 PM

Welcome to SR, overtime! :ghug3

FleurdeLis 12-01-2009 02:00 PM

Welcome :)

I just joined as well, this is a wonderful forum, I hope you stick around!

CarolD 12-01-2009 10:59 PM

:wave:
Welcome to SR


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