Welcome to SR and big congrats on your sober time.
I can only advise just taking it one day at a time. 'Forever' is a long time but it's not too much to just take it one day at a time. I would also suggest that you make a list of all the consequences you won't have to face by not drinking: no dui's, no hangovers, no missed work, no accidents, no blackouts... lots of stuff that can't happen to you if you aren't drinking.
Sober is better. I've been sober almost as long as you and I can tell you that my worst day sober is better than my best day drinking.
I'd rather live in my car with
my dogs than live in a castle without
Dogs may not be our whole lives, but they make our lives whole.
Don't wait for the Last Judgement. It takes place every day. -Albert Camus
Find the good and praise it. - Alex Haley