Joey, welcome to recovery and to SR, I hope you find the support you're looking for.
My understanding is that alcohol is just a symptom, my real issues were with living life on life's terms, emotional recovery. I found help in the rooms of AA, I came to find out that I couldn't do it alone. I hope you'll put together a plan for your recovery, there are plenty of resources to check out here on SR
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...resources.html