Thanks to all of your for your encouragement. I feel a little better, still not quite sleeping at night, hence perhaps my system is not up to par. I am sure you all are right. I will be seeing my doctor next week as she wants to see me once a month for a while just to make sure I am okay. Sort of an oxymoron as she is great but wants to give me more drugs to help! I refuse them all!
Thanks Missy for reminding me that it did take me years to do this to myself and I guess my wanting microwave results are just not going to happen huh?
My husband tells me we are doing this one day at a time...
Blessings to all of you!