DSodaNow

Flgirl- I think you are so cute! I love reading your posts!

My whine today.... I can't get out of this funk! I am feeling inadequate and judged. I am just at a point where I worry constantly what everyone is thinking...

I think my fellow AA's are judging me...
I think my fellow SR's are thinking, what a nut....

How long will this funk last?

flgirl

Thanks Dsoda,

If you could have seen me an hour ago, I doubt you'd think I was so cute...LOL...don't these people realize that the world is supposed to revolve around me???? Just kidding :bounce I'm sorry you're in a funk...sucks to feel like that! Hope you get to feeling better soon, hon!

:ghug3

Ananda

dsoda - been there done that

My whine....I have never walked with dignity and grace through anything in my life...with or withour recovery...i just don't have it in me.

why can't i be like everyone else


OK got it out of my system...now off to clutzily walk my way through this deal.:ghug

NOMOMERLOTMAMMA

Nan,

I love your klutziness. (and I doubt you're as klutzy as you think). But anyway, it makes you special!!!!

barb dwyer

lots and lots of pain today. :

flgirl - I just spend fifty bucks and only got HALF a tank.

ok.
that's about it for whines, tho.

flgirl

Ouch Barb! You win!!

barb dwyer

ananda -

it takes perserverence to establish a new image.

give it time.

you're doing just fine!

and **ck 'em if they can't take a joke anyhow!

colagirl

Ditto! Mine is about being depressed and paranoid over everything. As soon as one "major worry" goes away, I instanly switch to another "major worry". So sick of being stressed out! When will it end?????

Rusty Zipper

****{Babs}}}

Ananda

my whine - all my friends live in the wrong time zone or work nights or don't have computer access at the right time!!!!

Don't you all know my time is THE time!!!1

:ghug3

Ananda

oh yeah - and i'm gonna be late to work....

least

Sick sick sick of myself and my weakness. Sick of my inability to handle stress. Sick of myself for caving in to Bacchus. Just sick of everything, but mostly hating myself. Forgiving myself for my slip is very hard to do.

:praying for God's peace since I have none of my own

Rowan

I'm sick today and I should have stayed in bed. I came to work instead so I could share the love

IO Storm

Barb....

Sorry you feel so bad....know something? I have always been a secret

admirer of your strength..you know..one of those strong women...

And so funny. Anyway...you have my heart today.


Row....

Aww..sorry you're sick Sis.....


Other Whiner's...just do not give up..nothing's worth it!

My whine?

I don't wanna go home!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

cmc

Yuck...I still have that hitch in my giddy up...:chatter

Ann

I know I should be grateful for my new laptop (computer died) but the Queen of Whines is hopeless without her mouse.

I don't DO point and scroll!!!! I am going to have to get a mouse soon or I will need "Mouseless Anonymous".

AND...my Queeny pics will all have to be redone because nothing from my old computer can be transferred.

*WAHHHHH*

Rusty Zipper

hey, queeny, better a mouse, then a Rat!

EGads! Not That!

least

because of my slip this weekend I'm now going thru withdrawals, which I swore I'd never do again. Am feeling as miserable as I deserve to feel, I guess, but hope I can get thru this.

lilbit

Yeah...she almost slipped up after her doggy died. The cops busted her in NYC and she handled it like a champ....gotta give her some props there.....HOWEVER....
There will always be an excuse to use/drink. ALWAYS. I use to think it helped numb the pain....but it actually made me think about it more....whatever IT was. There will always be a lil part of us that needs an excuse to slip....it's part of who we are as addicts.....and that is okay. We are not our thoughts....but we are responsible for our actions. Using and drinking define us...as drunks...druggies....addicts. It's when we don't use/drink that we are in control. The choices we make define us.
Or at least THAT'S what it means to me...
I am still a mess-up most of the time....but my disease is in remission by my choice...all day....just for today...one day at a time.

Ananda

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