wiscgirl30

LOL Tazman, looks like you didn't read my post.

PaperDolls

I'm proud of you wiscgirl! I know I tend to anticipate things will be bad or go wrong and then once I just do it, it's not as bad as I thought.

Hopefully once the women you called visits the site she'll post here on this thread!

wiscgirl30

She said she isn't much into online stuff - but maybe she will!

NOMOMERLOTMAMMA

That is HUGE!!! I'm very very happy for you..way to go!

Karen

mama3

Hey girl. I read thru all these post and I totally agree that you have to go get help. Don't keep waiting and putting it off. You are not disgusting, you have a problem with alcohol.
I have never drank so I can't relate to you there but I do have a 21 year old son who is a meth addict. I would gladly give my life to see him straighten out his life, stay clean and be a happy person. I want to carry his pain for him but I can't.
Look at yourself as if you were your own child. What would you want your child to do? Please get help. I am sending you millions of cyber hugs............you don't deserve to feel the way you are feeling. There is help out there...reach out and take it. God Bless You

parentrecovers

nice to see mama3 sharing over here!

mama3

OOps.........I just saw you did call someone.....Way to go girl!!!!

Tazman53

Wiscgirl I am sitting here typing this with a great big crap eating grin on my face!!! You have taken another step towards recovery!!!!

Keep in mind hon that early in sobriety we all take baby steps, we are like a child learning to walk, we pull our selfs up, take a step and fall flat on our face!!! The we do not give up, we pull ourself up and take 2 tiny little wobbly steps and fall again!

We keep trying and eventually we are actually walking, we look behind our selfs and are amazed at how those little steps have taken us so far from where we were!!!!

Do not give up, keep taking every step you need to, you will get where you want to be as long as you do not give up.

stone

Glad you called and are going to a meeting wiscgirl.

wiscgirl30

Taz - your last post brought tears to my eyes.... Why? Not sure. I think because you are sitting there smiling all because of ME..... That is just crazy and sweet.....

parentrecovers

taz makes me cry a lot too..



i'm kind of a crybaby

calfritch

hey wiscgirl - im glad you made the call and are going to a meeting. good work

rloomer

Tazman53

Hon once you get to a meeting you will quickly learn that I am not the exception in AA, I am the rule. In AA we will love you until you learn to love your self! I am nothing but an old drunk that changed thanks to AA and the steps, I am no longer the center of my world, I am now part of the world, I am no longer the problem, I am a small part of the solution today. I am no longer useless, I have become useful. I am loved and I love, I am no longer at war with the world, I am at peace. I have a long way to go yet, but as long as I keep heading in the right direction I will stay sober along with an awful lot of alcoholics just like me.

Take my hand and walk with me down the path of sobriety.

gypsytears

I'm glad you made the call wiscgirl. How ya feeling today ?

wiscgirl30

Gypsy - I think I will start a new post as if you read the end of my other thread feeling better, I feel like this thread is a bunch of bull! Well it is - but...I didn't mean it to be....

nogard

No why would you say that? Thinking?

Kevin

cyberwolf

Good Luck for your meeting today but you won't need luck.

Hugs

slash

there are plenty of great suggestions here...so I just want to send my love.

wiscgirl30

Thanks all. Is it okay if I ask no one else to post on this thread? I wasn't raped so don't want to keep misleading ppl by this thread keeping popping up just so they can read through 4 pages and find out I was just an idiot and was mistaken. Thanks much!!!!!