Class of October 2019 Part 3
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Disappointment and resentment is a big one to deal with.
After a while I realised I was drinking to punish myself: not being good enough, being an idiot, should have done better etc.
But if I gave into that I knew I'd be drinking forever.
I'm a good person who has done many thing I regret because I was sick. I've already punished myself for those things many times over.
Drinking will just make things worse, Joy.
I'm sorry your thanksgiving plans have been ruined. Can you celebrate the day with friends or other family at all?
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After a while I realised I was drinking to punish myself: not being good enough, being an idiot, should have done better etc.
But if I gave into that I knew I'd be drinking forever.
I'm a good person who has done many thing I regret because I was sick. I've already punished myself for those things many times over.
Drinking will just make things worse, Joy.
I'm sorry your thanksgiving plans have been ruined. Can you celebrate the day with friends or other family at all?
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Joy I am so sorry. I can't even imagine how upsetting that would be. I wish that I had advice. But I will be thinking good thoughts for you. 
NT that is great! You will have enough for a vacation before long!!
Half day again for my sons, I had no idea it was supposed to be until late yesterday afternoon. I'm happy for a surprise afternoon with my boys though!
My middle one got 3 stitches in his hand last night and little one is still on the mend with his foot. So I think some extra time at home today for them is good as well.
My oldest daughter got her license and drove herself to work today! So I got to go back to bed for an hour and a half after everyone left!
Tonight is date night. A night hubby and I drank on often, but I am feeling pretty ok with it right now. But I am alert and ready for AV if the wicked witch tries to strike.
Have a great sober day everyone! ❤
NT that is great! You will have enough for a vacation before long!!
Half day again for my sons, I had no idea it was supposed to be until late yesterday afternoon. I'm happy for a surprise afternoon with my boys though!
My middle one got 3 stitches in his hand last night and little one is still on the mend with his foot. So I think some extra time at home today for them is good as well.
My oldest daughter got her license and drove herself to work today! So I got to go back to bed for an hour and a half after everyone left! Tonight is date night. A night hubby and I drank on often, but I am feeling pretty ok with it right now. But I am alert and ready for AV if the wicked witch tries to strike.
Have a great sober day everyone! ❤
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Hi everyone! I checked out yesterday. Stayed in bed all day except when I went to get my hair colored RED. I hadn't mentioned I was also so angry at my husband for lying about that darn vaping again. It's like fine if that is what he wants to do but to look me in my face and say he isn't but then going behind my back.... He went with me to acupuncture today and they treated him for nicotine addiction. lol We have made up and he is trying to stop. It was all so much. I'm going to try to ad a pic of my hair.
Pardon the poofy eyes I've been crying for days. However not one drop of alcohol crossed my lips.! Day 18
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Oh love your hair looks so beautiful......what on earth is it about American women and thick beautiful hair??? Oh my gosh is it the corn starch? 
You are lovely. Your hair is lovely and yay re making up with your husband about the stuff that has been going on. (well, married people....there is always stuff going on....).
Happy now.....we were worried about you. ❤️
You are lovely. Your hair is lovely and yay re making up with your husband about the stuff that has been going on. (well, married people....there is always stuff going on....
).Happy now.....we were worried about you.
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Joy I love your hair! And you are absolutely gorgeous. ❤ Congrats on 18 days!
I am closing out day 23. A tiny bit of a struggle with AV this evening, but I was stressed and hungry. Fixed both of those and it got a lot better.
Goodnight!
I am closing out day 23. A tiny bit of a struggle with AV this evening, but I was stressed and hungry. Fixed both of those and it got a lot better.
Goodnight!
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Good morning friends. Been a few days since I’ve checked in here so wanted to say hello 
Day 33. Was feeling a bit anxious this morning but did my yoga and had an appt with my therapist so things are looking up. Just having a quiet, relaxing rest of the day (well, until the kids get home from school haha).
Day 33. Was feeling a bit anxious this morning but did my yoga and had an appt with my therapist so things are looking up. Just having a quiet, relaxing rest of the day (well, until the kids get home from school haha).Member
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Originally Posted by Citrus 
Good morning
I’m getting ready to go to work at the winery. I’m not triggered working there except Sunday at closing. We are allowed to take an opened bottle home as it won’t be pourable when we reopen days later.
How I loved that bottle
free wine! Everybody grabs their fave bottle with reminders to “grab a bottle, July!” I’ve been saying “I already got it” or, “I’ good, thanks!” Anyway, I’m on my 40th day sober.
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Oh that is so what I would also be thinking about Suze. It was NEVER just one! Ewww.... the thought of wine hangover makes me want to gag.
Stay strong July! and Congrats on 40 days!
End of day 25 here, headed to bed.
Stay strong July!
and Congrats on 40 days! End of day 25 here, headed to bed.
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