24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 451
7:19 am - about to wake up the kiddos and start the day.
Feeling rather "blah" these last few days.
I had my largest Birthday gathering yet on Sunday- 14 people came over. I had never hosted such a large group and didn't realize that I wouldn't actually be able to enjoy myself like the guests did. Because I invited my friends from work and had never hung out with them before, I spent a lot of the time trying to make them feel comfortable. I wish I could say I enjoyed myself but I really didn't.
Husband and I aren't getting along- it's not that we are fighting, we just act like total strangers in our own home. I know it takes 2 to tango and I'm not blaming him- just discouraged by the way things are going.
My birthday is tomorrow. We leave this afternoon for the beach and will stay in a hotel tonight and head to the beach early tomorrow. I can't wait to slip my feet in the sand. We'll spend the day at the boardwalk and hopefully meet up with some friends who are already there- then come back tomorrow night.
Saturday I am off and as my birthday gift to myself I am doing a live stream meditation with my favorite spiritual speaker, Dr. Joe Dispenza. I cannot wait.
I also got myself a sensor which measures heart coherence from the Heart Math Institute- I need help with emotional regulation and hey, maybe this will help me love my husband all over again. We shall see.
Happy Thursday everyone- grateful to be sober today and abstinent from compulsive overeating.
Feeling rather "blah" these last few days.
I had my largest Birthday gathering yet on Sunday- 14 people came over. I had never hosted such a large group and didn't realize that I wouldn't actually be able to enjoy myself like the guests did. Because I invited my friends from work and had never hung out with them before, I spent a lot of the time trying to make them feel comfortable. I wish I could say I enjoyed myself but I really didn't.
Husband and I aren't getting along- it's not that we are fighting, we just act like total strangers in our own home. I know it takes 2 to tango and I'm not blaming him- just discouraged by the way things are going.
My birthday is tomorrow. We leave this afternoon for the beach and will stay in a hotel tonight and head to the beach early tomorrow. I can't wait to slip my feet in the sand. We'll spend the day at the boardwalk and hopefully meet up with some friends who are already there- then come back tomorrow night.
Saturday I am off and as my birthday gift to myself I am doing a live stream meditation with my favorite spiritual speaker, Dr. Joe Dispenza. I cannot wait.
I also got myself a sensor which measures heart coherence from the Heart Math Institute- I need help with emotional regulation and hey, maybe this will help me love my husband all over again. We shall see.
Happy Thursday everyone- grateful to be sober today and abstinent from compulsive overeating.
"I used to believe that prayer changes things, but now I know that prayer changes us and we change things." - Unknown
5:30am in Alberta, 24 more please, and thanks...
Today is going to be a darn good day not to drink!
5:30am in Alberta, 24 more please, and thanks...
Today is going to be a darn good day not to drink!
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