24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 396
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Hi Stargazer!! hope your day goes wonderfully!
I was admittedly a slug yesterday, feeling more inspired today. Off to Home Depot, get some mulch to put on the flower bed. I now know that I need to plant flowers that will be blooming in the summer. more lilies. ah live and learn.
another sober day for me.
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I was admittedly a slug yesterday, feeling more inspired today. Off to Home Depot, get some mulch to put on the flower bed. I now know that I need to plant flowers that will be blooming in the summer. more lilies. ah live and learn.
another sober day for me.
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Good evening all. Just enjoying my last half hour of peace before the bf gets home from work. I really do like quiet when I get chance to get some.
I'm feeling quite emotional about my sobriety these days. Maybe it's the sunshine and the fact that I can enjoy it free from the chains of addiction or maybe it's my (please god) year coming up. I still can't quite wrap my head around the enormity of it all. Was it really me that sacrificed so much of myself to alcohol? How? Why? It's all just a blur of awfulness and I don't like to dwell but goodness me what a waste! Don't worry gang my blinkers are quite firmly on and forward is the only way.
It's summer fair at school tomorrow and I have the pleasure of taking Melly on my own. She loves "mummy and Mel time" and so do I. Just another simple little thing I can do without obsessing over when I can get home to chugg poison down my throat. Hurrah!
Lots of love to you all 24 please ❤❤❤
I'm feeling quite emotional about my sobriety these days. Maybe it's the sunshine and the fact that I can enjoy it free from the chains of addiction or maybe it's my (please god) year coming up. I still can't quite wrap my head around the enormity of it all. Was it really me that sacrificed so much of myself to alcohol? How? Why? It's all just a blur of awfulness and I don't like to dwell but goodness me what a waste! Don't worry gang my blinkers are quite firmly on and forward is the only way.
It's summer fair at school tomorrow and I have the pleasure of taking Melly on my own. She loves "mummy and Mel time" and so do I. Just another simple little thing I can do without obsessing over when I can get home to chugg poison down my throat. Hurrah!
Lots of love to you all 24 please ❤❤❤
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Hello Lovely People! 
I'm sorry I don't have much time to post, my mum and her friend are staying with me for a week, and they're very keen sightseeing... Neither of them have been in Scotland before and they really tired me out today
, six hours of walking, and yet they still decided to go to the beach after we went home to eat something... I refused to join them this time. 
I was very nervous before her visit. We haven't seen each other in so long, and I've changed so much... I feel so messed up... but everything turned out fine. It's nice to have company and it takes my mind off things.
Gosh it's waaaay too hot... me no likey... Never thought I would get a sunburn in Scotland, but here I am!
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Edinburgh is sooo beautiful! I seriously cannot wait to move here.
What else, I have A LOT of cravings... I'm lucky that my mum and her friend don't drink... I'm ashamed to admit, but I thought of sneaking a beer somewhere, but I'm not going to. It really is time to start living a better life...
I'm sorry I don't have much time to post, my mum and her friend are staying with me for a week, and they're very keen sightseeing... Neither of them have been in Scotland before and they really tired me out today
, six hours of walking, and yet they still decided to go to the beach after we went home to eat something... I refused to join them this time. I was very nervous before her visit. We haven't seen each other in so long, and I've changed so much... I feel so messed up... but everything turned out fine. It's nice to have company and it takes my mind off things.
Gosh it's waaaay too hot... me no likey... Never thought I would get a sunburn in Scotland, but here I am!
Sharing yummmy cakes
Edinburgh is sooo beautiful! I seriously cannot wait to move here.
What else, I have A LOT of cravings...
I'm lucky that my mum and her friend don't drink... I'm ashamed to admit, but I thought of sneaking a beer somewhere, but I'm not going to. It really is time to start living a better life...
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Originally Posted by badgerden 
Thank you for the pics Snufkin! I will never make it to Scotland so will have to do the virtual tour through your eyes. So much history there. thank you!
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It's beautiful here. You should visit!
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Ahhh snuf, so proud of you for not sneaking the beer.....good move too....you know what would happen after that....lots more beers and a horrible tomorrow. And the sunburn suits you. You look knackered but happy. Love you. xx 
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You look knackered but happy. Love you. xx ♥♥
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Originally Posted by venuscat
Ahhh snuf, so proud of you for not sneaking the beer.....good move too....you know what would happen after that....lots more beers and a horrible tomorrow. And the sunburn suits you. You look knackered but happy. Love you. xx ♥♥
You look knackered but happy. Love you. xx ♥♥ Huh I'm like a lobster.
I don't want to drink ever, constant relapsing drives me crazy, but no more. I feel like a new beginning is on its way.
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