24 Hour Recovery Connection Part 305
Thank you Dee. Just checking in for 24 more pretty please. 10:00pm
Congrats to our milestoners and big squishy hugs to anyone not having such a good day, hope tomorrow is better for you.
Tonight we had haggis for dinner........just hoping no repercussions during the night, lol.
Much Love my fabulous 24'ers & Thanks for being here. SP
Congrats to our milestoners and big squishy hugs to anyone not having such a good day, hope tomorrow is better for you.
Tonight we had haggis for dinner........just hoping no repercussions during the night, lol.
Much Love my fabulous 24'ers & Thanks for being here. SP
Hi we have been up to our ears Open Enrollment you know... but its great for business..... have gotten to talk to my Mom.. and she has gotten the UPS I have sent her... my sister is at that phone no matter when you call.. she works at night at Walmart.. and is to sleep in the day... had sent Mom a UPS with what time would be the best you call me.. and I will know.. nope phone rings and Di is on the phone.. Mom is settling in please come and visit Ardy Please.. she knows that the reins of freedom are being tightened to close. once again..... but we just keep trying for I have Promised Mom Forever... I will be the Big Sister and a good one... its hard sometimes to be a White Witch to 3 Dark ones kekekekekek..
I am in for another 24 hours.. go team go..
I am in for another 24 hours.. go team go..
Phew home at last! Just been to a college open evening with my daughters. Right at the end I came across an ex friend with her husband and daughter. 9 years ago I was convicted of drink driving and the girls I was friendly with all cut me off. She was one of them. It was awkward we had clearly seen eachother but no eye contact or acknowledgement. I did feel some pride in that moment. My girls both looked smart and beautiful (of course!) and most importantly I am now sober. No need to be ashamed of myself any more.
They were dark times when I last saw this person but frankly I was a mess and often only our very nearest loved ones stand by us when we are in that place. Life goes on and resentments are pointless.
All I have to say is thank God I'm sober!
Lots of love guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
They were dark times when I last saw this person but frankly I was a mess and often only our very nearest loved ones stand by us when we are in that place. Life goes on and resentments are pointless.
All I have to say is thank God I'm sober!
Lots of love guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
10pm here in England...
24 more hours pleeeease!
Nearing the end of Day 8 now and ready for Day 9!
Feeling really positive in my mindset just struggling with the extreme tiredness still and mental fog but I know it's going to pass.
I Finished work today then started re arranging all kinds of things around the house, switching rooms around etc, I feel a whole fresh start / transitional period coming on, just hope I can keep this mindset up, SR helps so much, big love and support right back at you all
Some may of read this on my earlier post but I'll post it here too as I find it a real help, reminds me how much hell alcohol has brought me and what will happen if I go down that route again...
K x
"You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend,
Wishes of misery and heartache I send
I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees
I’m the devil inside you, I am your disease.
I’ll invade all your thoughts, I’ll take hostage your soul
I’ll become your new master, in total control
I’ll maim your emotions, I’ll run the whole game
Till your entire existence is crippled with shame.
When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise
Quite often I’ll take you by total surprise
But take you I will, and just as you’ve feared
I’ll want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared.
If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed
I’ll steal every pleasure in life you’ve enjoyed
I’ll not only hurt you, I’ll kill if I please
I’m your worst living nightmare, I am your disease.
I bring self destruction, but still you can’t tell
I’ll sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell
I’ll chase you forever, wherever you go
And then when I catch you, you won’t even know.
I’ll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike
What’s yours becomes mine, cause I take what I like
I’ll take all you own and I won’t care who sees
I’m your constant companion… I am your disease.
If you have any honour, I’ll strip it away
You’ll lose all your hope and forget how to pray
I’ll leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare
I’ll reduce you to nothing, and won’t even care
So, don’t take for granted my powers sublime
I’ll bend and I’ll break you, time after time
I’ll crumble your world with the greatest of ease
I’m that madman inside you…I am your disease.
But today I’m real angry…you want to know why?
I let this treatment center full of Addicts entirely slip by
How did I lose you? Where did I go wrong?
One minute I had you…then next you were gone.
You just can’t dismiss all the good times we’ve shared
When you were alone…wasn’t it I who appeared?
When you sold those possessions you knew you would need
Wasn’t I the first one who stepped in and agreed
Now look at you bastards, you’re all thinking clear
You escaped with your lives when you found your way here
Only fools think they’re winners when admitting defeat
It’s what you must say when you’re claiming that seat
Go ahead and surrender, if that’s what you choose
But, I’m not giving up. cause I can’t stand to lose.
So stand in your groups and support hand in hand
Better choices will save you…leaving me to be damned
Well, be damned all you people seeking treatment each week
Be damned inner strength, however unique
Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches
Be damned every addict, who back to me strays.
For I know it will happen, I’ve seen it before
Those who love misery will crawl back for more
So take comfort in knowing, I’m waiting right here
But next time around, you’d just better beware.
You think that you’re stronger or smarter this time’
There isn’t a mountain or hill you can’t climb.
Well if that’s what you’re thinkin, you ain’t learned a thing
I’ll still knock you silly if you step back in my ring
But you say you’ve surrendered, so what can I do?
It’s so sad in a way, I had big plans for you
Creating your nightmare for me was a dream
I’m sure gonna miss you…we made quite a team.
So please don’t forget me, I won’t forget you
I’ll stand by your side watching all that you do
I’m ready and waiting, so call if you please
I won’t let you forget me…I am your disease."
24 more hours pleeeease!
Nearing the end of Day 8 now and ready for Day 9!
Feeling really positive in my mindset just struggling with the extreme tiredness still and mental fog but I know it's going to pass.
I Finished work today then started re arranging all kinds of things around the house, switching rooms around etc, I feel a whole fresh start / transitional period coming on, just hope I can keep this mindset up, SR helps so much, big love and support right back at you all
Some may of read this on my earlier post but I'll post it here too as I find it a real help, reminds me how much hell alcohol has brought me and what will happen if I go down that route again...
K x
"You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend,
Wishes of misery and heartache I send
I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees
I’m the devil inside you, I am your disease.
I’ll invade all your thoughts, I’ll take hostage your soul
I’ll become your new master, in total control
I’ll maim your emotions, I’ll run the whole game
Till your entire existence is crippled with shame.
When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise
Quite often I’ll take you by total surprise
But take you I will, and just as you’ve feared
I’ll want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared.
If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed
I’ll steal every pleasure in life you’ve enjoyed
I’ll not only hurt you, I’ll kill if I please
I’m your worst living nightmare, I am your disease.
I bring self destruction, but still you can’t tell
I’ll sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell
I’ll chase you forever, wherever you go
And then when I catch you, you won’t even know.
I’ll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike
What’s yours becomes mine, cause I take what I like
I’ll take all you own and I won’t care who sees
I’m your constant companion… I am your disease.
If you have any honour, I’ll strip it away
You’ll lose all your hope and forget how to pray
I’ll leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare
I’ll reduce you to nothing, and won’t even care
So, don’t take for granted my powers sublime
I’ll bend and I’ll break you, time after time
I’ll crumble your world with the greatest of ease
I’m that madman inside you…I am your disease.
But today I’m real angry…you want to know why?
I let this treatment center full of Addicts entirely slip by
How did I lose you? Where did I go wrong?
One minute I had you…then next you were gone.
You just can’t dismiss all the good times we’ve shared
When you were alone…wasn’t it I who appeared?
When you sold those possessions you knew you would need
Wasn’t I the first one who stepped in and agreed
Now look at you bastards, you’re all thinking clear
You escaped with your lives when you found your way here
Only fools think they’re winners when admitting defeat
It’s what you must say when you’re claiming that seat
Go ahead and surrender, if that’s what you choose
But, I’m not giving up. cause I can’t stand to lose.
So stand in your groups and support hand in hand
Better choices will save you…leaving me to be damned
Well, be damned all you people seeking treatment each week
Be damned inner strength, however unique
Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches
Be damned every addict, who back to me strays.
For I know it will happen, I’ve seen it before
Those who love misery will crawl back for more
So take comfort in knowing, I’m waiting right here
But next time around, you’d just better beware.
You think that you’re stronger or smarter this time’
There isn’t a mountain or hill you can’t climb.
Well if that’s what you’re thinkin, you ain’t learned a thing
I’ll still knock you silly if you step back in my ring
But you say you’ve surrendered, so what can I do?
It’s so sad in a way, I had big plans for you
Creating your nightmare for me was a dream
I’m sure gonna miss you…we made quite a team.
So please don’t forget me, I won’t forget you
I’ll stand by your side watching all that you do
I’m ready and waiting, so call if you please
I won’t let you forget me…I am your disease."
[QUOTE=Pebbles666;6642560] , Pebs!!!
Phew home at last! Just been to a college open evening with my daughters. Right at the end I came across an ex friend with her husband and daughter. 9 years ago I was convicted of drink driving and the girls I was friendly with all cut me off. She was one of them. It was awkward we had clearly seen eachother but no eye contact or acknowledgement. I did feel some pride in that moment. My girls both looked smart and beautiful (of course!) and most importantly I am now sober. No need to be ashamed of myself any more.
They were dark times when I last saw this person but frankly I was a mess and often only our very nearest loved ones stand by us when we are in that place. Life goes on and resentments are pointless.
All I have to say is thank God I'm sober!
Lots of love guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx[/QUOTE
Proud of you girl. that was OLD you... you are not that person anymore. Anyone that judges you need to take a look at themselves. Until they are perfect... they can wind their necks in... I have yet to meet anyone perfect. You don't have to justify yourself to anyone Jojo... we were unwell... but we are dealing with it. Simple as. Lets hope they never rent a room in the dark place we were in. Luvs ya. xxx Hold your head high. xxxx
They were dark times when I last saw this person but frankly I was a mess and often only our very nearest loved ones stand by us when we are in that place. Life goes on and resentments are pointless.
All I have to say is thank God I'm sober!
Lots of love guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx[/QUOTE
Proud of you girl. that was OLD you... you are not that person anymore. Anyone that judges you need to take a look at themselves. Until they are perfect... they can wind their necks in... I have yet to meet anyone perfect. You don't have to justify yourself to anyone Jojo... we were unwell... but we are dealing with it. Simple as. Lets hope they never rent a room in the dark place we were in. Luvs ya. xxx Hold your head high. xxxx
Checking in for 24. Looking forward to the weekend ! It would be nice to finally have at least one day off. Want to devote it to my family and not work !
Congrats to the milestoners and prayers to those that are suffering
Another 24 hours of gratitude, calm and sobriety pls ! Its 7:44am here !
Congrats to the milestoners and prayers to those that are suffering
Another 24 hours of gratitude, calm and sobriety pls ! Its 7:44am here !
Thank you Dee. Just checking in for 24 more pretty please. 10:00pm
Congrats to our milestoners and big squishy hugs to anyone not having such a good day, hope tomorrow is better for you.
Tonight we had haggis for dinner........just hoping no repercussions during the night, lol.
Much Love my fabulous 24'ers & Thanks for being here. SP
Congrats to our milestoners and big squishy hugs to anyone not having such a good day, hope tomorrow is better for you.
Tonight we had haggis for dinner........just hoping no repercussions during the night, lol.
Much Love my fabulous 24'ers & Thanks for being here. SP
10pm here in England...
24 more hours pleeeease!
Nearing the end of Day 8 now and ready for Day 9!
Feeling really positive in my mindset just struggling with the extreme tiredness still and mental fog but I know it's going to pass.
I Finished work today then started re arranging all kinds of things around the house, switching rooms around etc, I feel a whole fresh start / transitional period coming on, just hope I can keep this mindset up, SR helps so much, big love and support right back at you all
Some may of read this on my earlier post but I'll post it here too as I find it a real help, reminds me how much hell alcohol has brought me and what will happen if I go down that route again...
K x
"You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend,
Wishes of misery and heartache I send
I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees
I’m the devil inside you, I am your disease.
I’ll invade all your thoughts, I’ll take hostage your soul
I’ll become your new master, in total control
I’ll maim your emotions, I’ll run the whole game
Till your entire existence is crippled with shame.
When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise
Quite often I’ll take you by total surprise
But take you I will, and just as you’ve feared
I’ll want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared.
If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed
I’ll steal every pleasure in life you’ve enjoyed
I’ll not only hurt you, I’ll kill if I please
I’m your worst living nightmare, I am your disease.
I bring self destruction, but still you can’t tell
I’ll sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell
I’ll chase you forever, wherever you go
And then when I catch you, you won’t even know.
I’ll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike
What’s yours becomes mine, cause I take what I like
I’ll take all you own and I won’t care who sees
I’m your constant companion… I am your disease.
If you have any honour, I’ll strip it away
You’ll lose all your hope and forget how to pray
I’ll leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare
I’ll reduce you to nothing, and won’t even care
So, don’t take for granted my powers sublime
I’ll bend and I’ll break you, time after time
I’ll crumble your world with the greatest of ease
I’m that madman inside you…I am your disease.
But today I’m real angry…you want to know why?
I let this treatment center full of Addicts entirely slip by
How did I lose you? Where did I go wrong?
One minute I had you…then next you were gone.
You just can’t dismiss all the good times we’ve shared
When you were alone…wasn’t it I who appeared?
When you sold those possessions you knew you would need
Wasn’t I the first one who stepped in and agreed
Now look at you bastards, you’re all thinking clear
You escaped with your lives when you found your way here
Only fools think they’re winners when admitting defeat
It’s what you must say when you’re claiming that seat
Go ahead and surrender, if that’s what you choose
But, I’m not giving up. cause I can’t stand to lose.
So stand in your groups and support hand in hand
Better choices will save you…leaving me to be damned
Well, be damned all you people seeking treatment each week
Be damned inner strength, however unique
Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches
Be damned every addict, who back to me strays.
For I know it will happen, I’ve seen it before
Those who love misery will crawl back for more
So take comfort in knowing, I’m waiting right here
But next time around, you’d just better beware.
You think that you’re stronger or smarter this time’
There isn’t a mountain or hill you can’t climb.
Well if that’s what you’re thinkin, you ain’t learned a thing
I’ll still knock you silly if you step back in my ring
But you say you’ve surrendered, so what can I do?
It’s so sad in a way, I had big plans for you
Creating your nightmare for me was a dream
I’m sure gonna miss you…we made quite a team.
So please don’t forget me, I won’t forget you
I’ll stand by your side watching all that you do
I’m ready and waiting, so call if you please
I won’t let you forget me…I am your disease."
24 more hours pleeeease!
Nearing the end of Day 8 now and ready for Day 9!
Feeling really positive in my mindset just struggling with the extreme tiredness still and mental fog but I know it's going to pass.
I Finished work today then started re arranging all kinds of things around the house, switching rooms around etc, I feel a whole fresh start / transitional period coming on, just hope I can keep this mindset up, SR helps so much, big love and support right back at you all
Some may of read this on my earlier post but I'll post it here too as I find it a real help, reminds me how much hell alcohol has brought me and what will happen if I go down that route again...
K x
"You know who I am, you’ve called me your friend,
Wishes of misery and heartache I send
I want only to see that you’re brought to your knees
I’m the devil inside you, I am your disease.
I’ll invade all your thoughts, I’ll take hostage your soul
I’ll become your new master, in total control
I’ll maim your emotions, I’ll run the whole game
Till your entire existence is crippled with shame.
When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise
Quite often I’ll take you by total surprise
But take you I will, and just as you’ve feared
I’ll want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared.
If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed
I’ll steal every pleasure in life you’ve enjoyed
I’ll not only hurt you, I’ll kill if I please
I’m your worst living nightmare, I am your disease.
I bring self destruction, but still you can’t tell
I’ll sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell
I’ll chase you forever, wherever you go
And then when I catch you, you won’t even know.
I’ll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike
What’s yours becomes mine, cause I take what I like
I’ll take all you own and I won’t care who sees
I’m your constant companion… I am your disease.
If you have any honour, I’ll strip it away
You’ll lose all your hope and forget how to pray
I’ll leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare
I’ll reduce you to nothing, and won’t even care
So, don’t take for granted my powers sublime
I’ll bend and I’ll break you, time after time
I’ll crumble your world with the greatest of ease
I’m that madman inside you…I am your disease.
But today I’m real angry…you want to know why?
I let this treatment center full of Addicts entirely slip by
How did I lose you? Where did I go wrong?
One minute I had you…then next you were gone.
You just can’t dismiss all the good times we’ve shared
When you were alone…wasn’t it I who appeared?
When you sold those possessions you knew you would need
Wasn’t I the first one who stepped in and agreed
Now look at you bastards, you’re all thinking clear
You escaped with your lives when you found your way here
Only fools think they’re winners when admitting defeat
It’s what you must say when you’re claiming that seat
Go ahead and surrender, if that’s what you choose
But, I’m not giving up. cause I can’t stand to lose.
So stand in your groups and support hand in hand
Better choices will save you…leaving me to be damned
Well, be damned all you people seeking treatment each week
Be damned inner strength, however unique
Be damned all your sayings, be damned your cliches
Be damned every addict, who back to me strays.
For I know it will happen, I’ve seen it before
Those who love misery will crawl back for more
So take comfort in knowing, I’m waiting right here
But next time around, you’d just better beware.
You think that you’re stronger or smarter this time’
There isn’t a mountain or hill you can’t climb.
Well if that’s what you’re thinkin, you ain’t learned a thing
I’ll still knock you silly if you step back in my ring
But you say you’ve surrendered, so what can I do?
It’s so sad in a way, I had big plans for you
Creating your nightmare for me was a dream
I’m sure gonna miss you…we made quite a team.
So please don’t forget me, I won’t forget you
I’ll stand by your side watching all that you do
I’m ready and waiting, so call if you please
I won’t let you forget me…I am your disease."
Well done on 8 days, Kit
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Phew home at last! Just been to a college open evening with my daughters. Right at the end I came across an ex friend with her husband and daughter. 9 years ago I was convicted of drink driving and the girls I was friendly with all cut me off. She was one of them. It was awkward we had clearly seen eachother but no eye contact or acknowledgement. I did feel some pride in that moment. My girls both looked smart and beautiful (of course!) and most importantly I am now sober. No need to be ashamed of myself any more.
They were dark times when I last saw this person but frankly I was a mess and often only our very nearest loved ones stand by us when we are in that place. Life goes on and resentments are pointless.
All I have to say is thank God I'm sober!
Lots of love guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
They were dark times when I last saw this person but frankly I was a mess and often only our very nearest loved ones stand by us when we are in that place. Life goes on and resentments are pointless.
All I have to say is thank God I'm sober!
Lots of love guys xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
So good, good, good to have you back!!!!
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