Venuscat's thread - An Unexpected Bump In The Road Pt.4
Yes, I'm incredibly happy: all of my dreams have come true.
But nevertheless, this is a very difficult time for me.
I am very lonely, and I have been sick with one thing or another for months now.
As Dee said yesterday, "I was surprised how easily I slipped back into negative self talk..."
That's where I've been. And I scared myself badly. I think I was actually fairly close to a relapse. Crazy. Now?
No. No way. Nick and I have talked about absolutely everything, and I have taken a lot of steps in the last few days to add tools to my recovery kit.
I bought this pendant for myself, a tangible reminder of who I am and what I want. I can feel it sitting on my breastbone, and it is incredibly reassuring.
But nevertheless, this is a very difficult time for me.
I am very lonely, and I have been sick with one thing or another for months now.
As Dee said yesterday, "I was surprised how easily I slipped back into negative self talk..."
That's where I've been. And I scared myself badly. I think I was actually fairly close to a relapse. Crazy. Now?
No. No way. Nick and I have talked about absolutely everything, and I have taken a lot of steps in the last few days to add tools to my recovery kit.
I bought this pendant for myself, a tangible reminder of who I am and what I want. I can feel it sitting on my breastbone, and it is incredibly reassuring.
Thank you!!!
About to book my plane ticket(s), and then I am going to tell you all THE PLAN.
It is SO exciting, and gosh we have been busy. Nothing like changing you entire life and organising everything over the phone. But we're doing a pretty awesome job. Some big stress, but we keep getting through.
Nick always says that cats fix everything, but I think it's love that fixes everything. (OK, and cats ).
About to book my plane ticket(s), and then I am going to tell you all THE PLAN.
It is SO exciting, and gosh we have been busy. Nothing like changing you entire life and organising everything over the phone. But we're doing a pretty awesome job. Some big stress, but we keep getting through.
Nick always says that cats fix everything, but I think it's love that fixes everything. (OK, and cats ).
Thank you!!!
About to book my plane ticket(s), and then I am going to tell you all THE PLAN.
It is SO exciting, and gosh we have been busy. Nothing like changing you entire life and organising everything over the phone. But we're doing a pretty awesome job. Some big stress, but we keep getting through.
Nick always says that cats fix everything, but I think it's love that fixes everything. (OK, and cats ).
About to book my plane ticket(s), and then I am going to tell you all THE PLAN.
It is SO exciting, and gosh we have been busy. Nothing like changing you entire life and organising everything over the phone. But we're doing a pretty awesome job. Some big stress, but we keep getting through.
Nick always says that cats fix everything, but I think it's love that fixes everything. (OK, and cats ).
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