Yes, I'm incredibly happy: all of my dreams have come true.
But nevertheless, this is a very difficult time for me.
I am very lonely, and I have been sick with one thing or another for months now.
As Dee said yesterday, "I was surprised how easily I slipped back into negative self talk..."
That's where I've been. And I scared myself badly. I think I was actually fairly close to a relapse. Crazy. Now?
No. No way. Nick and I have talked about absolutely everything, and I have taken a lot of steps in the last few days to add tools to my recovery kit.
I bought this pendant for myself, a tangible reminder of who I am and what I want. I can feel it sitting on my breastbone, and it is incredibly reassuring.
