Venuscat's thread - An Unexpected Bump In The Road Pt.4
Thank you love....much better now. I guess I came home so sick and tired that I just didn't realise that I had gotten a bug on top of that. Poor Nick, he has been dealing with a very discombobulated Suze.
Hi Suze,
I hope you get to return to the USA soon and be with Nick.
I have had a long-distance marriage at various times in my past due to my job. I remember crying like someone had died the first time we were apart for two weeks. Luckily, these days my business travel is short.
I hope you get to return to the USA soon and be with Nick.
I have had a long-distance marriage at various times in my past due to my job. I remember crying like someone had died the first time we were apart for two weeks. Luckily, these days my business travel is short.
A friend (neighbour who used to drive me crazy and I now love...hmmm, how I've grown) told me earlier today that when he came home from overseas a few months ago he was very depressed and sick as well, and it lasted a few weeks.
It is all a learning curve. For years, I did nothing except drink and choof and try to survive. In the past months, well, I did a fair bit more. But I still don't know stuff...all of the how-to things that people learn from experience.
And me being me, I like to pack in as much new stuff as fast as possible. Sure, but then you need to stop for a moment and recombobulate....and of course life always has other ideas, and throws more stuff at you.
But I'm sober, I can do things I never knew how to before. I can learn just like I did when I was a child finding her way.
I am now a grown-up finding her way. It is a bit more frightening in many ways than it was all of those years ago. A voice inside of me keeps telling me how pathetic I am, but I think she is wrong. I think I'm brave.
I think this is me saying yes to the rest of my life.
It is all a learning curve. For years, I did nothing except drink and choof and try to survive. In the past months, well, I did a fair bit more. But I still don't know stuff...all of the how-to things that people learn from experience.
And me being me, I like to pack in as much new stuff as fast as possible. Sure, but then you need to stop for a moment and recombobulate....and of course life always has other ideas, and throws more stuff at you.
But I'm sober, I can do things I never knew how to before. I can learn just like I did when I was a child finding her way.
I am now a grown-up finding her way. It is a bit more frightening in many ways than it was all of those years ago. A voice inside of me keeps telling me how pathetic I am, but I think she is wrong. I think I'm brave.
I think this is me saying yes to the rest of my life.
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