Leshar

Suze, thanks for letting us know. I hope you are doing ok. Lots of love.

Gilmer

(((((Snooz)))))

PhoenixJ

Prayers, Sn

Dee74

how are you doing Suze?

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venuscat

Feeling better Dee.
The air, the food, the coffee, my own bed....all very very good.

And Nick and I are on the phone (Skype chat), and we have ideas re making it a little faster for me to get back there.
Everything is going to be OK.

How are you?

SnoozyQ

Thank you each and every one of you for your responses .

Thanks Suze for your long and lovely phone call yesterday.

Shaun & I slept at Angies last night as they have put our house on night alert.
We took the dogs.

Got home at 10.30 when they weee arresting him , Shaun stayed up til it got light then I stayed up. We are just glued to the front gate .

Police just rang and they didn't have the time to arrest him today but assured me they will do it at 10 am tomorrow.

They have told us to stay inside as we are on high alert and they will be sending cars around intermittently

I'm tired, I'm exhausted . Emotionally more than anything, but other than that we are ok. I'm just angry now. How dare he speak to his own mum this way.

Crois , the restraining order will take place straight after his arrest tomorrow & if she seeks revenge they will slap an order on her as well. These things take time.

I'm just not scared anymore, so don't worry about me , it will get sorted.

I have his number blocked, hers blocked, I have for a year . But she makes up fake profile names on FB and get through that way. I've deactivated my FB profile ad accessit 3 times a day so I can play my scrabble tournaments. Then I deactivate each time after play.

It's truly ludicrous. This is MY child. I never thought my life would pan out like this as he was such a mummy's boy.

But the 2 of them together are a nightmare .

I hope everyone else is doing ok . Be really nice to hear some good news :-)

I love you ALL

Snoozums xxx

venuscat

This is your child on drugs and alcohol honey, don't forget that.
This is not him.
And none of this is your fault.

I know how hard this is, and we are all with you here. Every step. ♥

PhoenixJ

Stay safe S, PJ

Gilmer

I'm glad you're being protected, Snooz. Thanks for checking in--we've all been very worried.

Soberwolf

Thinking of you Snooz xx thank you Suze xx

Dee74

Thanks for letting us know you're ok Wendy

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SnoozyQ

Thanks everyone. Have a friend here this late at night time installing security lights everywhere , , it's nice hearing him and Shaun work together with their banter and corny jokes.

Everything will be ok 😄

Dee74

I know it will Snooz

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SnoozyQ

Thanks Dee

I'm actually laughing , those jokes are so cheesy lol xxx

SnoozyQ

Aaron drops the torch on the floor , batteries fall out ! You'll be arrested for battery shaun, you know the cops are near omg ! Kill me now hahahah

Leshar

Snoozy, like the others, I am very glad that you checked in and that you are doing ok.
I'm so sorry that you are going through this.

I'm not doing so well, very upset and can't stop crying. I saw the cardiologist today, and he says I do have coronary artery disease. There is plaque formation on my right carotid artery. I said I didn't think I had risk factors, there is no family history of heart disease, and he said but there is of stroke (my dad and uncle) and that it is all the same. He said my cholesterol was raised but he didn't think diet had a big part to play when I asked him about changing my diet. He said, it's just bad genes, bad luck. He's started me on a cholesterol lowering drug and nitroglycerin sub lingual when I get the chest pain and baby aspirin daily.
I'm just so upset. I feel I've been dealt enough blows in the health department, I don't know how to cope with this. I've no-one to share this with, other than you guys, so thanks for listening. I just think of my friend's husband, in Mexico, who has diabetes and he's an alcoholic, in my opinion, overweight, smokes, never exercises, and he's the one pushing my buttons about not drinking, surely drinking would contribute to heart disease. I feel very cheated, to be honest, but I don't feel like drinking. Just depressed and don't feel able to do much to get out of this funk, just want to go back to bed, which is wrong, I know, but I have very little joy in life and now this.

Gilmer

Oh, Leshar, I'm sorry!

Leshar

Thanks, Gilmer. I just don't know what to do. I don't want to drink, but I just don't know how to get the motivation to address this new health issue. I feel very bitter, frankly.

Soberwolf

Were here with you Leshar x

Gilmer

That's very understandable.