24 Hour Recovery Connections Part 83
Congratulations to Key, Upwardspiral and special thanks to strategery for your milestone and the work you do in this thread
congrats also to Jeni26 Deathmental Goose333 and YukonM
congrats also to Jeni26 Deathmental Goose333 and YukonM
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Sometimes staying sober is hard. I used to hate the saying "One day at a time" in early sobriety, but it really is one day at a time. Sometimes it's one hour at a time. It doesn't matter how long I've been sober; I still struggle sometimes. I have a bad day, or several bad days, negative emotions and rotten thoughts, and old feelings crop up, like about how much life sucks. I start thinking the way I used to, and then of course thoughts of drinking and drugging crop up. I don't consider myself a drug addict, although I was at one time well on my way to becoming one; but I am an alcoholic, and as an alcoholic and an almost addict, thoughts of drinking and using occasionally enter my brain - and sometimes I entertain those thoughts! So today I'm committing to 24 more hours of sobriety, today more than most days. No matter how much "sober time" I've got, today is all I really have!! 4:08 am in TX
Good morning, friends. After such a sad, difficult few days with the loss of my dog, I finally am getting some rest. Last night was the first night I actually slept the night. I am blessed with so much support right now. Thank you for walking this path with me and for all the condolences and messages of understanding.
I used to not like that statement too Dane, but I now believe it's the only way to live. Not just due to sobriety either. It's all encompassing.
Sometimes staying sober is hard. I used to hate the saying "One day at a time" in early sobriety, but it really is one day at a time. Sometimes it's one hour at a time. It doesn't matter how long I've been sober; I still struggle sometimes. I have a bad day, or several bad days, negative emotions and rotten thoughts, and old feelings crop up, like about how much life sucks. I start thinking the way I used to, and then of course thoughts of drinking and drugging crop up. I don't consider myself a drug addict, although I was at one time well on my way to becoming one; but I am an alcoholic, and as an alcoholic and an almost addict, thoughts of drinking and using occasionally enter my brain - and sometimes I entertain those thoughts!
So today I'm committing to 24 more hours of sobriety, today more than most days. No matter how much "sober time" I've got, today is all I really have!!
4:08 am in TX
So today I'm committing to 24 more hours of sobriety, today more than most days. No matter how much "sober time" I've got, today is all I really have!!
4:08 am in TX
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